#16: Thoughts of A Mom

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"My dear, I will let you cry for as long as you want to. Pour all your tears like how you would like to drown him with questions that you wished you had the answer. Cry when it's 3am when everybody's asleep, when it's 1pm just after you ate your lunch because you heard a song and you were reminded of him and when it's 8pm and you went home expecting to receive a message from him and realizing that it won't come anymore.

My dear, I will let you write about him. Go on, scribble thousands of poetry that you would use your blood as your ink. Fill the pages of your journal of the letters of his name until it loses its meaning. Take out all your melancholy, anger and every other emotion from your heart and turn them into words. Write a whole novel about how it felt like when he left. Just write until it stops hurting.

My dear, I will let you rant about how you hate him yet love him at the same time. I don't mind staying late. I will listen to all your sentiments. I will let you talk about him until no word was ever left in your system that is associated with him. I will try to take away your pain, distract you from that dying feeling he left you then make you feel a little better than you are now.

My dear, just promise me that when you have cried all your tears, when you have written all your words and when you have told me all your stories about him, you'd go back to being the sunshine that I know."

n.a. , i can't hug you so i wrote this instead (via nostalgicjoy)

Via TUMBLR

credits to: drizzlelullaby

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What can I say iba tlga ang mga mommy right I almost cried when I read this... And I wanted to hug my mom but unfortunately wala na siya I can't hug her anymore :( just missing her so much!!!!

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