Noah Baker || ✔

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2 | Noah Who Nods

Song: Hard Times
By: Paramore

August 5, 2018

Hearing that annoying sound coming from my dresser, made me hate it even more. Cause I have to leave my warm spot and reach my toasty arm out to turn it off.

Feeling the cold air hit my arm made me cringe, it's so unpleasant.

As I tried to turn it off, the beeping was still going. I've pressed all the buttons at this point and the damn thing still won't shut up.

So you know what I did?

I sat up, grabbed a hold of it and chucked it right at my bedroom wall.

When it collided with the wall, it made a sound, like someone was kicking a card board box.

Pieces flew from across the room as the alarm clock fell to the floor.

I knew it was broken for sure.

Good thing I don't any roommates.

I stood up and walked to the bathroom cause ya know morning pee, it's always gonna be there.

After that I went to the kitchen to get some cereal. I grabbed the box of CTC, a bull, poured some in and added milk to it.

I love CTC, it makes my day.

But when I finish the bull, I notice a shine reflecting off a car window that's going directly into my eyes.

My day was going great until this random, out of no where light decides to come in and burn my retinas.

Thanks?!

A little fact about me is that I have a terrible outlook on life.

It's just how I am. For the most part, I have some depression. I don't talk about it that much. No body knows that I do, not even Gray. I want to tell him but I don't as well.

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It's 3 o'clock in the afternoon, I've been home all day. Not doing anything just been watching Netflix.

I've been thinking a lot about school tomorrow. It's starts tomorrow and I don't know what to do.

Wait. I don't do anything.

Do I have school supplies?

Yeah I'll just use the ones I had for last year. No big deal.

I felt bored. I wondered what Gray was doing . . .

He's probably out with his friends cause he's an extrovert. Yeah he has a life and I don't. But I appreciate him hanging out with me.

I don't hang with friends that much. I'm an introvert so I don't like doing that. I mean I enjoy people and Gray but prefer being alone.

I'm surprised that no one has asked me about me looking sad all the time. I mean I don't want the attention but it gives me the feeling that they don't care as much.