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there's mentions of self harm, suicide, sexual assault, rape, drug misuse, violence and more
Being best friends with Adam is great, he's the best person I could ask to have in my life, what I didn't know is that when I meet his band...
That day we just hung round, went out for dinner and ally and Adam had to go early cuz ally had to call har mum tonight and it's something you have to prepare for, she also never does anything the whole day if she has plans that night, she will do something but she hates it but she seemed to enjoy today though so that's good
*allys pov* Me and Adam are home now and are about to call my mum which isn't always good, I'm kind of worried, she just doesn't understand me. -on call- 'Hey mum' I say 'Hey How are you' 'Good just sitting and watching movies with Adam' Adam comes and showed himself 'Hey Adam' she says 'Hey rose' he reply's 'How's ally's state?' She asked Adam looks at me, I'm not in the camera so she can't see me but I roll my eyes 'Oh ally's grate, she isn't acting up with all the treatment, we go to the therapist but she is still doing the home activity's , so it's all good' 'That's good, as long as she stopped looking for attention, that was difficult for all of us' she laughed and Adam put on a fake laugh 'Right kids I have to go, I'll call in to check up in another few months, just keep in contact!' She says 'Okay Bye' we both say and Adam hangs up and we both laugh We look at each other 'Them "activity's" help so much their the best' Adam said in a high pitched voice to muck my mum and we both laugh. I don't actually have a therapist or activities, I just say that to get her to leave me alone because therapy made it worse for me. We start getting ready for bed, I decided to post a photo on insta because I haven't been on it in a long time
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Liked by Adam and 592 others 168 comments Avocadoshere.ally awk how much I miss you babe, miss you more and more everyday, taken too soon😔😇❤️ Comments:
Adam awk I miss her too babe❤️😭 User1 I remember how close yous were❤️ User2 why you sad? She deserved it, she was a whore, she should of killed herself sooner, cheating rat User3 What is wrong with you^ she never went out with you get over yourself...stay strong babe💔 Yungblud I'm here for you❤️
Messages- (The names are saved like this but they can only see it not the other person)
Dom🥰 Hey you are you okay?
Ally bear❤️ Ye why you ask
Dom🥰 I saw your post, just Checking up on ya x
Ally bear❤️ It's all good, I just haven't posted in A while and I though I should post a That Photo cuz it's Favourite x
Dom🥰 That's okay, but if you need to talk I'm always here for ya x
Ally bear❤️ Thank you, same goes To you x
He's so sweet I head to my bed cuz I'm really tired. -4am- I still haven't slept, my phone is off and I'm in my room with all these thoughts running through my head. I go to my bathroom and look in the mirror, 'how would anyone even care about you' I whispered to myself. I go to my room again and burst into tears 'Why would you do it, why would you kill youself knowing how much I loved and cared for you, I miss you so much' I whisper yelled in my room with my knees to my head and my arms around my legs, trying not to make a sound and cry as quietly as I can, my cheast is really sore, you know it truly hurts when your in physical pain. After about an hour of endless crying, feeling like I could fill a whole pool with my tears, I run to the kitchen and grab pills, I turn on the tap to get water and I take one by one, I'm down to my 7th and I'm starting to feel dizzy, I can't open the bottle and I ran out of the sleeping pills. I'm standing there panicking cuz I can't get the lid open I start to breath heavier and cry louder,
*Adams pov* I wake up all of a sudden and I check the time it's 5:09 am, I try going back to sleep but I can't I decide to put on a hoodie and get a glass of water As I put my hoodie on I hear crying from the kitchen and I suddenly freeze and run towards the kitchen just to see ally trying to open a bottle of pills, and seeing one bottle already empty, I run over to her, when she sees me she starts to pull on the cap harder but I grab her tightly and she lost balance and began to slide down on the ground crying her heart out while I grab the pills out of her hands and roll it away then I hug her tighter and sit there for a minute while she is bowling her eyes out, I can tell she's going unconscious so I rush and grab her a cup of water but she refused to take it 'Ally take the fucking cup!' 'No! I don't want to drink the water!' She screamed back 'Ally just drink the fucking water!' I shout crying just as much as she is ''Please drink it' I say sliding down across form her, she does what I say and drank the whole cup, I took her bridal style and carried her to the bathroom, knowing what way coming I lift up the seat and wait a few minutes till I can tell she's going to be sick, she looks at me and leaned over the toilet so I grab her hair with my hands and hold it as if it's in a ponytail, we sit there for about half an hour till she threw up all the pills. She starts crying again and goes to hug me so I hug back tighter 'Please god don't you fucking dare scare me like that EVER again' I say calmly, I'm not mad I'm just scared 'I'm sorry' 'Oh babe don't be sorry' I say as I pull her to my chest -6am- It's been about half and hour and i took ally to the living room so I can stay with her for the rest of the night, well for the next 5 hours cuz the boys are coming at 11am I set a alarm on my phone for 10 so that I can clean up before they get here I hug ally and we fall asleep
