Still

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It was tough walking home. I knew he'd be waiting for me, but i didnt know what he would do. I only had an idea. When i got home theres an eerie feeling in the house. Its quiet, but too quiet. The silence is deadly and reminds me of the monster that lurks in the shadows of this house. the rooms seem to be darker then normal as shadows dance around the corners of the room.

I simply walk to the kitchen and begin to make myself some tea and some food. As i stand at the counter drinking my tea and eating i can hear small quiet indescribable sounds coming from the other side of the house. I couldn't even tell what room they were coming from, but my senses told me it was my room. I finish and put my dishes in the sink before quietly sneaking towards my room. The sounds have become slightly loud. I swing open my door but to only see my room, nothing out of the ordinary. I smile softly realizing i might be safe from him, before opening my office door.

Something I regret deeply.

As he lurks over the small body of a familiar woman who is blindfolded he digs a knife in her shoulder while many needles are stuck in her chest and arms and a single blade is stuck to the chair i sat in only days ago, holding her knee to the chair.

"Oh you're home" he coos happily as he leaves the familiar body alone and walks over to me. He's covered in blood and the iron filled smell of the vermilion liquid that covers him is fresh. He grabs me and pulls me close wrapping his arms tightly around me as he sways us.

I try desperately to push away. But nothing happens. I can't get away from this demonic thing holding me tightly in his grasp refusing to let me go. I can feel the blood soaking into my clothes as he begins to slowly try to kiss me. But i refuse to let him, which causes only anger and frustration.

He pulls away and looks at me full of anger, "how about we make a deal" he starts as he pulls me over to the familiar person and tears the cloth covering the person's face off. I knew it was her. Charley was the only person Anti knew i was close to, "this little angel will live, if you do me a simple favor, or she will die and you will be set free, we will no longer be together, i will no longer torment you, but she will have to die" he says as he leans his head on my shoulder

"Whats the favor?" I ask softly

"I'll tell you what it is when i need it alright?" He says with a chuckle

I nod softly, "you made a deal.... you said you wouldn't hurt anyone else" i mention with a sigh

"True but you weren't around meaning the deal doesn't apply" he says with a shrug

I sigh softly, "I'll do whatever you want... just please set her free, Charley has nothing to do with us" i say softly as i slowly start distracting him as i hum a soft tune allowing me to slowly pry at his hands loosening his grip on me.

"You may be right, but sometimes you have to do horrible things to get what you want" he hisses as his grip quickly tightens before i can get away

Charley looks at me desperately wanting an explanation but unable to ask for one as duct tape covers her mouth, "can we talk out in the living room?" I ask trying to pry his hands off of me again

He reluctantly lets go of me but grabs my arm as he forcefully pulls me out of the room, "why can't we talk in there?" He growls

I quickly grab his cheeks and pull his face to mine as I kiss him i knew this would distract him and maybe make him in a better mood so he might be nicer to Charlie.

Anti quickly pulls away and places his pointer finger on my lips, "dont play this game with me, baby doll i know what you're doing" he says with a slightly annoyed sigh

"I thought we'd have a deal... i just didnt want Charlie to see that, i didnt want her to watch me choose her safety over mine" i lie as i step away and look to the side towards the ground as i grab at my arm.

Anti opens his mouth to say something but is silent for a few moments, "you werent trying to change my mind about her?" He asks confused

"What?" I say bewildered, "no" i answer afterwards as i raise an eyebrow in confusion.

Anti smirks and grabs my waist yanking me close, "so we have a deal then?" He asks

I stay silent slightly terrified by him before slowly nodding. He smirks and pulls me into my room before leaving me there and closing the door. Confused i dont know what to do but just sit on my bed and stare at my wall. Was he gonna hurt her?

He soon walks back in a smirk plastered across his lips as he's still bathing in her blood, "y-you let her go right?" I stutter worried by his happy expression.

He sighs and rolls his eyes, "yea she wont remember a thing, im just happy cause i got some information out of her and i have the perfect little gift for you!" He says still excited

Worried i swallow the lump in my throat but refuse to say anything.

Anti seems slightly upset before shifting and rolling his eyes "'tell me what you found out Anti'" he growls mimicking me, "well," he pauses and smiles, "your friend wasnt so sweet and innocent, she's done several background checks on you and managed to spill some info, so i managed to contact some people super close to you and they'll be here in a week" he says with a smirk

I feel my heart drop into my stomach being eaten away by the acid. He did this on purpose. He wanted to pretend to be a good person and force me to be this good person to him specifically. He didn't deserve my kindness and yet he's forcing me to be kind to him, "so whats my end of the deal... you said you needed a favor" i asked immediately regretting the decision to ask in fear of his answer.

"Well i have a few favors" he begins, "so when your people come to visit you'll have to be a decent human for awhile, but the favor is you can't tell them anything about what ive done, come up with any stupid lie, and just a warning, if not my second favor will be for you to kill all of them one by one slowly and as bloody as possible" he chuckles to himself as he pauses while i hold back tears to even think of those monsters being near me, they were almost just as bad as Anti, "but my last favor is you pretend to be a decent girlfriend, ya know one who actually gives a fuck" he says as he glares at me

"Only if you do the same" i growl as i furrow my brow and glare at him.

He chuckles and nods, "fine then" he simply says before leaving.

A/n: hey guys sorry motivation is running really low cause im depressed as fuck so im not posting often im sorry but here is the next chapter, I'll try to post as frequently as possible but I can't guarantee that im still gonna post every week or two (I'll try to post at least that frequently)

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