SUNHAK : j.haknyeon + k.sunwoo

A

note : this book was completely edited. bc im selfish. peace everyone.

haknyeon

since when did i have this feelings ?
am i sick ? do i have a disorder ?

these were my first thoughts when i stupidly found out- i feel so upset and shitty seeing him attached too close to someone,i get mood swings though im not a girl,it annoys me that my eyes crave for his charm,i hate it when universe intentionally stumbles me in his path.

i dont like him near though eventually it will be the opposite. a day without seeing him is a waste of lifespan.
that's why i hate it yet i was still thankful.

i kept resisting,humbly.
don't wanna show transparency so i vanish if its him. im nervous that i might be obvious and later he'll find out.

i like...sunwoo.
and i'm a boy.

"naega michingeoya."
(im going crazy.)

i hit my head more than three times at my pillow each night i recall this.
it's happening again,i cannot sleep.
you crazy jerk,why of all people must it be you ? why do i perish from this insomnia BeCu@sE of you ?!

i kick my itching pair of legs while my bedding curls and the bed creaks.

i can't calm myself. dear lord,help me cool down before i melt myself in bed.