Stay by Mayday Parade
Ashton: Please understand I’ve been drinking again and all I do is hope, please stay
Me and Ashton had broken up a week ago and I still haven’t gone over to our once shared apartment to get my stuff back. I figured today would be a good day to because Ashton had tweeted that he was out with the band. I definitely did not want to face him after our fight. I quickly drove over to our, well his apartment and went inside. The place was an absolute mess. There were beer bottles everywhere, broken lamps and picture frames covered the floor. My stuff was also thrown all around the room. My eyes were immediately filled with tears, and I collapsed to the floor. After a few minutes I finally found the strength to go upstairs and start gathering my things. I was just about finished when I heard sobs coming from the doorway. I look up to see Ashton there, with tears in his eyes, his entire frame looking like a mess. My jaw was trembling as I tried my hardest to not throw myself at him right there and then. “Y/n… please don’t leave.” He said, sniffling half way through it. “I-I have to.” I said, trying to sound as strong as possible, although my voice had cracked at the end of it. “No you don’t. Please, please stay.” He slowly walked towards me and sat down beside me on the floor and held me. I softly sobbed into his chest as he did to my hair. “Please, y/n. I’m a mess without you. I’m so damn sorry; breaking up with you was the biggest mistake I’ve ever made. Please, stay.” All I could do was nod my head as he pulled me closer, knowing that it would be better that way.
Calum: You know I still can’t believe we both did some things I don’t even wanna think about, just say you love me, and I’ll say I’m sorry
Ever since Calum had been on tour, I grew very lonely. About mid way through the tour he had began to stop calling as much. Soon, I pretty much only got weekly texts, if I was lucky. Everything felt like it had been falling apart. Tonight, my friends decided to have a girls’ night out to get my mind off of things. We entered a club and I immediately began drinking away my sorrows. I soon began dancing with the first hot guy I saw. Don’t get me wrong, I felt guilty, but at this moment, I quite frankly did not care. To be honest, it felt like I didn’t even have a boyfriend, so why should I even care? After awhile I had gotten a few drinks in me and had become a bit drunk. I had been dancing and drinking with the same guy the whole night and ended up taking him home with me. Once I got to mine and Calum’s flat, I quickly unlocked the door and drug in the random guy with me. We attached our lips to each other and went to the bedroom. He had pushed me up against a wall and was kissing my neck. He began to unzip my dress when suddenly someone walked in and started yelling. “WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON Y/N?! I COME HOME TO SURPRISE YOU AND I GREETED WITH THIS?!!” It took me a second to register that this was Calum. I sobered up a bit by now and realized just what I had been doing. Calum stomped over to the guy and started yelling once again. “I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOUR SCRAWNY ASS NEAR MY GIRLFRIEND EVER AGAIN!” he screamed as he pushed the guy out the door. “Calum, I-.“ I started with tears in my eyes. “Stop.” He cut me off and his face softened to my surprise. He walked over to me and hugged me as tight as he could and began to sob into my hair. We stood there for a few minutes until we finally began to breathe easy again. “You aren’t mad?” you question, sniffling. “Y/N, it’s just that I um I think it’s better to forgive and forget, right?” He said a bit uneasy, with a fake smile plastered on his face. I eyed him suspiciously. “D-did something happen on tour?” I say, expecting the worse. He gulped and slowly answered, “Yeah.” I gasped, and was about to kick his ass when I realized that I had done the same to him. “W-what happened?” He sighed and looked down at his feet. “I’m really sorry y/n.” “What did you do?” I say with a bit of anger in my voice. “I uh sorta slept with someone.” He said with guilt in his eyes. I began to slowly sob again as I stared at him in disbelief. Is this really what our relationship had come to? I swallowed hard, as I tried to find words to say. “I love you, Calum.” I somehow said, kind of surprised by it. “I love you too Y/N.” he responded, with a twinkle in his eyes. “I’m sorry.” I said without looking at him. I breathed heavily. “We should break up.” I suggested, now looking into his eyes, to see that they have been overtaken by sadness. He sniffled. “I think you might be right.” He chuckled out as he moved closer to me. “Tomorrow.” He said with a smirk on his face. “I still think I deserve a welcome home gift.” He winked as he cupped my face and kissed me hard. All I could do was smile into the kiss and be thankful that I managed to get such an amazing boy. Even though I lost him, I know I still have him, and he still has me, even if only for tonight.
