It's been forever since we've known each other. Taehyung has been the captor of my heart without knowing my feelings for him, I surely assume.
He's been for me since we were in middle school. He transferred from Daegu and moved next door to me. Our families became friends over time and we became best friends.
As time went on, we both grew up and went through puberty. We became young men. During High School, that's when I started to question my sexuality.
I started seeing Taehyung more than a friend. He saw me the same as always, the cute clumsy Seokjin, he's always known.
I told him nothing about it. I put that thought aside.
Then in our 3rd year, he got a girlfriend. He started to hang less with me and more with her.
Whenever we hung out he'd ask me when I'd get a girlfriend or had my eye on anyone.
I'd always brush off the topic saying I'm only focused on school. He'd say nothing after that.
Whenever he brought her along I felt heartbreak.
I rarely talked as they were in their own world with PDA here and there.
The way he looked at her was the same way I looked at him.
I knew I had no chance with him.
