Living The BDSM Life

Chapter 12

Monica's POV

In the morning I got up leaving Justin to cuddle with his pillow instead. I hd a dream that Justin, my ex Justin still loved me... the bad thing is I still love him and that will stop me from ever liking new justin.

I just needed some air so I walked out in the balcony and watched the beautiful sunrise.

At this very moment I could have a baby

forming in my stomach but I wouldn't know for another three weeks.

after some hours which felt like minutes Justin scared me half to death by hugging my waist from behind me.

"you will be the death of me you know that?" I asked

"you're beautiful you know that"

he said in the same tone.

"no I'm not I feel so ugly "

"hey hey, you're beautiful and don't ever doubt that" he kissed my cheek

then he put his arms around stomach in a protective way

"Daddy loves you" he muttered

"you don't know if I'm pregnant yet"

"trust me baby, judging by the way I made love to you we could have triplets."

"oh no what if we have triplets!!!"

he laughed at my horrified expression "I was kidding but, We have all the money we need and my job doesn't require me to much so we're good"

"what is your job?"

he looked anxious when I asked and cleared his throat

"sweetheart I told you not to ask about my job" he averted his eyes to the ground

"but if we're having a child I need to know the money we get to raise him or her won't be dirty money, like from gang banging"

"I can't believe you said that, have some faith in me"he looked repulsed

"I don't get my money from things like that, but what about you WHORING around!" he yelled back

that cut deep

"I'm no whore what have I done"

"you were with that guy when you came home drunk ABOUT.TO.FUCK.HIM"

" I didn't fuck him"

"only because I pulled him off!"

"this is ridiculous" he walked out of the room.