Can't Fight The Moonlight

MATE?!

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Sorry it took so long

Chapter 6

"MATE" growled my wolf

I stood there running those words inside my head, everything made sense, the mouthwatering scent, the jealousy, the happiness I feel whenever he is around, the way his eyes capture mine it's all making sense to me, my wolf was trying so hard to tell me this but I didn't know it, I looked at Xavier waiting for a reaction, his eyes held nothing but confusion Then

he started to laugh,

"Good one Sky you almost convinced me nice try" he said still laughing, my wolf didn't like it, he thinks that's a joke

"MINE " growled my wolf again

"Stop it Skylar that's not something you joke about" and my wolf growled she can't take it no more, okay just lemma talk to him, she nodded her head and let me push her back I closed my eyes and took a big breath and opened them, I was still in his arms oh how I feel safe and secured, how his arms circled me like I was trapped, tingles running up and down my spin, thousands butterflies exploding in my stomach it's just amazing how his touch made me feel.

I looked at his eyes with admiration I caught his eyes and we were staring at each other I was leaning in and he was too I closed my eyes waiting to taste his lips, that is so perfect.

but instead I was pushed back with force,

 "What the hell Skylar what you think yourself doing ?" Xavier said in a very cold tone, my wolf felt hurt and so do I, so I let her take control and I'm sure my eyes changed its color to a dark shade of blue, she growls pushing us up,

"You are our mate what do you think I was gonna do? "She said smirking at him,

" MATE?! "He snapped." Mate?! You are not my mate I didn't think you would go that low "and my face turned upside down what? Is he rejecting us or something? I pushed her back down

"Xavier what are you talking about ? We are mates" I said my voice held confusion and pain, taking a step towards him .

"Mates....Mates.... you know I had seen a lot of girls and I mean a lot and they tried everything but no one went that low "he said glaring then I noticed his eyes were pure black, now he is angry but why, is it me? Do I look that bad that he doesn't want me? Tears were willing up in my eyes

" I thought you were different I thought that maybe you were something else, that you won't play this kind of games but I was damn wrong here you are going lower than them "he said looking me dead in the eyes

"Dammit Skylar you are my best friend sister..... you're my friend " he snapped with anger pouring from his words, tears were about to run down my eyes but then I realized what he was saying.

"Hold a minute, you think that I'm lying about this?" I said raising my eyebrow, how could he think like that ?

"No not at all, so would you tell me what the fuck are u doing right now ?" He said raising his voice with every word, taking a step forward

" Why would I do such a thing ? I'm telling the truth right now, if you don't want me just said it already and lets finish this shit " I said taking a step forward, I am angry, no scratch that I'm furious why would he say something so bad, I feel like someone is burning me from inside with every word he says it feels like you poured gas on fire.

" you are not mine to take or reject" he said so calmly

but his eyes were burning with range and his body was shaking from anger.

"but I do feel sorry for your poor mate in the end he got stuck with you, I wonder what he did in his life to deserve you" he said turning around to leave, hell no, not that easy I push the pain and hurt I was feeling I have a point to prove,

I stepped in front of him " so explain the tingles that i feel whenever I do this " I said putting my hand on his arm holding him to me, tingles running up and down my arm, I looked up watching his every  move

"ENOUGH " he yelled in his alpha tone, scarring me a bit, my wolf wanted to hide away and take a few steps away from him but I stood were I was confused as hell.

" That just proves my theory, you are a low lying bitch " he said disgusted, pushing me and walking out without another glance.

And just like that my world  fell apart and just like that my head started to spin.

Nothing and I mean nothing could describe how I'm feeling, Numb is all I can describe , my wolf is whimpering and howling in pain, my mind is a complete mess, it's like someone is squeezing my ribcage so that I can't breathe,

How could some words made me feel this way, pain and hurt are all I can say but still those words can't even describe what I'm suffering from,

Tears running down my face, sobs breaking from my mouth and lemme tell you this is not a pleasant feeling it's like nothing matters anymore nothing feel worth it,

I feel like I am empty,  my heart is beating but I'm already dead, even the cold floor can't comfort me, nothing can comfort the heartache that I'm feeling right now.

His words kept running in my head " You are not my mate " "Mates....Mates.... you know I had seen a lot of girls and I mean a lot and they tried everything but no one went that low "
not my mate...not my mate...not my mate...not my mate, he's voice kept repeating like a broken record never leaving my head, you're not mine to take or reject.

Oh how his face was so disgusted with me, how he was looking at me with so much hate and anger, what have I ever done to get him so angry with me ?

He was looking at me with anger, sadness and disappointment I've never meant to do such a thing

Or How my wolf was feeling? she was so hurt and in pain I can feel her, she is howling in pain laying in a dark cold place in my head.

I laid on the floor looking at the ceiling tears are still running down my cheek, Its just so hard to stop them,  I kept wiping them and wiping them but they still came again , nothing can cure my headache or my heartache .