My Hero Is A Gangleader

Chapter 48

I really do love you guys. You all will forever be my best.💖😘

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Ashley's POV

"I'm gonna be by your side, this time we going through this together."

His words warmed my heart. I can't believe he said he will be by my side through this. I still can't believe I can't even speak. I so badly want to tell him am so sorry for not listening to him.

He left me give minutes ago to go call my parents and friends that I'm awake. I have no idea how long I have been 'gone'.

I start to think about all the times he saved me:

He saved me when I was almost killed by that monster in that house. I don't even want to go see how that house is doing it has so much bad memories I don't want to remember.

He saved me when I was kidnapped at my first ever gone party.

He saved me when I got kidnapped again in the hospital.

He save me from getting killed by Kiara.

But I was cruel to him. I always push him away even though my body and heart wants to be close to him so badly. But my crazy mind always win. His being my hero and I did not even notice. I owe him my life.

The first thing I heard when I woke up was him saying: "I have think about the feeling I get when I'm around you and I'm going to tell you now."

I got so confused and nervous at the same time. I thought he was gonna say he doesn't want to see me again or his tired of me always having trouble. But what he told me made me so shocked and surprised. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was in the verge of crying. But I hold it in, and when when he said he loves me? Does he know how strong the word love means?

But all he said felt so true, like his really saying his true feelings for him. I will make us take things slow and ask him later on if he means those words.

I was cut off my thoughts when the door opens and a man with white coat comes in with two nurses.

"Hi miss. I heard you had finally woken up. But you can't speak. That's because you had never spoke for so long made you forget how to speak. But I'm sure you'll get back to speaking after few weeks." The doctor said I just nodded.

Ugh I'm staying here for three weeks more.

"We here to take out the respiratory therapy tubes (I don't really know what they call them.) Since you are now able to breath without them. Nurses." he said and points at the three tubes that are on me.

One of the took out the one on my hand. The other one took out the one on the side of my stomach. While the doctor takes out the one covering my nose.

"I will come back later for you to take your pills." He said and walks towards the door but stopped than turns around. "Your boyfriend called your family. Do you want to see them?" Who is my boyfriend? I just nodded and then he left.

The door bursted open and made me jumb a bit. My mom comes in running to me and embraced me with a warm hug.

"Oh my darling, I missed you so much I don't know what I would have done if I had loose you again." she started crying on my shoulders. I rub her back slowly. I really feel bad for her and I so really want to tell her she will never loose me again.

I was embrace with another hug and this person is really crying. I looked at the hair since I couldn't see the face. It's Michelle.

"I'm so sorry Ashley it's all my fault. I should have told you before you went. I was so shocked it was him. That is taking you. I am so so sorry. I knew you wouldn't forgive me. That's why I brought all the school notes you missed out so you can catch up I am a real definition of a bad friend let me show you the notes." she said and pulled away  from the hug taking out a lot off papers. I really want to tell her it's not her fault and I totally forgive her. But I tried so many times but I can't even say 'i' this speaking thing is giving me so much problem.