Chapter 20:My Secret

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{Nayeon's point of view}

Aww. My head hurts. I looked around and found out that Jungkook's back is in front of me. He's standing.

"Jungkook? Argh!" My head really hurts. Where am I? Wait?! This is Jungkook's room!

"J-jungkook? Aishhh! My head really hurts.

"Nayeon-ah! Are you okay?" Jungkook asked worriedly. I smiled but my smile broke when my head hurts.

"You're not okay! Wait here! I'll get you some medicine." said by Jungkook and hurriedly go downstairs. I wanted to sleep but even before I could sleep again the door burst open.

As I looked who it is. It's not Jungkook. It's my members, Sana and Jeongyeon.

"Are you okay now?" Asked Jeongyeon with a cold tone. What's wrong with her?

"I'm not actually. What's wrong with you two?" I asked. Sana is not in here usual self and Jeongyeon is just pokerfaced.

"We found something in your drawer. Why didn't you tell us? We could help you! Why did you keep it by yourself?!"

I was shocked when Sana-shi cried. What the... What's happening?!

"Your confuse? Then here!" Jeonyeon then throw a paper at me.

N-no...

"H-how... I... " I couldn't utter a word. They found my secret. I wanted to hide it but... they found out.

"Tell us unnie! How long did you keep this. How long?!" I shut my eyes when Sana shouted. She's still crying.

This is it... I have to tell them...

{Jungkook's point of view}

DONE! Geez! The medicine kit is in the garage and I don't even know why? I see Taehyung cutting some carrots.

"Hyung! Why is the kit in the garage? It should be in the kitchen!" I reasoned out to Taehyung.

"I don't know. By the way, help me cut some onions." He said. My forehead knotted.

"But, I have to go. Nayeon needs me." I said. He looked at me.

"Sana and Jeongyeon are still talking to her. Lend them some privacy. Come. Help me in this onions." He said. I just nodded. Hayst. Onions! Here I come!

{Nayeon's point of view}

"You're so selfish! How about us? Did you forgot that we're a family. You're even the one who said that. But, what's this? We promised... we promised!" A tear fell from my eyes when Sana sobbed even more. I feel guilty for keeping the secret.

"You said your healthy when we asked you. You said your fine! How come PD-NAM didn't know this! Nayeon-ah answer me!"

Another batch of tears fell from my eyes.

"I... I... " I couldn't utter a word.

"ANSWER US! DAMN IT!"

"I... I don't want you to worry. I've been causing our team to much trouble and..."

"And what?!"

"I had it since I was little! I faked my health certificate! I lied to PD-NAM! I lied to you and I lied to Jungkook!" I said and cry.

"How come we didn't notice? You seem so fine when we practice. When we go to parks. How come we didn't notice?!" Jeongyeon shouted.

"I always bring my inhaler. When I feel pain, I will go to the comfort room. I've done everything just to hide it!" I reasoned out.

"Don't you trust us, unnie? You should have told us about your illness. We will help you. We will hide it together. We will fight toge---"

"It's my life, Sana! Don't instructions me what to do! If I want to hide it, I will hide it!" I didn't know why I said that but I wish I just keep my mouth shut. Sana seemed so shocked and... hurt.

"I... I..."

"Fine! It's your life! I don't know why I even got worried! Forget my concern! You don't need it, anyway!" Sana said and left the room.

What... what have I done?! I look at Jeongyeon. She was staring at me with disappointment.

"It's your life after all." She whispered and left too.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I didn't tell you about my...

Heart Illness

I continued sobbing and I don't know what to do anymore...

I want to say sorry,but I can't I'm scared,I'm scared to lost them

But right know that they can leave me and forget me for what I've done..

Hiding secrets..
Hiding my stupid illness

I'm so stupid!

At tama sila..makasarili ako wala akong silbing kaibigan..

Gusto ko lang sumikat
Gusto ko lang ipakita ang talento ko sa ibang tao..

Di ko inisip na may kaibigan akong nandiyan kahit anong problema man yan di ko inisip na Mahal na Mahal nila ako at ang mas masakit pa ay itinuring nila akong kapatid

Lahat sila walang tinatago sinasabi ang mga poblema nila dahil ang sabi nila iisa lang kami nagtutulungan sa anomang poblema..

samatalang ako...

Natatakot kasi ako...

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