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2018 Review

*claps hands* meme review

Weird, confusing, terrible, happy, fun, strange, eh

Well um hi yeah

It's now 2019 *sarcastic cheering*

A new year but eh nothings changed

Soooo yeah

Welp 

Um

I love you all so much

You guys changed me a lot

And I'm happy about that

And there were oh boi a lot of ups and downs but at least we got through it

You guys are a main reason of why I'm still here

Thank you

January: Everythings  weird, I'm scared and confused yet comforted by the people I have. (Which was only really two people) School is fun I guess, I still want to escape this hell. I wonder if I'll make more than two best friends

February: Well I made a new best friend (Veah_Ven uwu) and we met at some school dance and that was fun, she's really nice and really cool and we have a lot in common, and she's amazing and sick as frick. A group chat got started, I got to make friends there too, like Janelle, Yolanda, and Leilani. At first I thought Lei was Janelle and Janelle was Lei but I soon figured it out. Something special happened, February 16th

March: I'm scared and lost and I don't know what to do, everything's confusing as if everything and everyone were going to leave me. Hopefully my friends are ok, I'm starting to grow more attached to everyone. Hopefully they're happy

April: These people taught me a lot, and they're making me so much more happier. I love them with the very fabric of my soul. I need to make sure they're ok too. I love them all and everything about them, I'm glad I met them. I hope more will happen in the future

May: Schools almost over and I can finally escape this living hell, at least I have them though. They're what keep me sane throughout the day, me and Nev are really good best friends and same with Janelle and Yolanda. Me and Lei talk sometimes, I became popular over a few months which I absolutely hate and wish it would go away.

June: my fault my fault my fault my fault my fault I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

Terrible things that can't get taken back

Florida

Hospital 

July: I went to Taylor's house on the 4th, things are much better now and I'm a lot more happy and every little thing has been keeping me happy. Everyone's doing ok and well, I'm glad they are alright. I'm back from..things but yeah

August: I'm..confused and nervous, scared in fact of going back to school and facing things all over again. I'm not ready but I'm just happy I can see them again, it's felt like forever. Way too long.

September: Starting off the school year eh, two classes with Yolanda, none with everyone else like Janelle or Nev or Taylor (I was sad about that for real it hit me in the feelies umu) but at least I see them in the hallway. It seems as if every seventh grade kid knows me, which is worse than before. I guess I have five school activities, which are band, choir, football, school representative, and yearbook team. That's fun I guess

October: One of the best months of my life, I got to see Tyler and Josh live and cry like a little bitch. (Taxi Cab seriously hit me in the feelies hard and fuck now I'm crying again over it) And I got to experience a concert for the first time, I dressed as Tyler for Halloween so that was fun. My mood is always improved when seeing my friends and getting hugs so yeah.

November: Stress, everything is just stressful. Too much work and too much things to deal with and my family but it's alrighto, I'm still happy because of everyone and my birthday came up. I saw my social studies teacher getting manga (FUCKIN MR HAAS AND I GUESS HE WAS AT THE TILTED KILT and bruh that place is kinky tbh XD MR HAAS I LOVE YOU YOURE AMAZING) oh and I got to make another friend (ya_soft_emo_boi uwu) AND HES AMAZING AHH

December: *crying in Italian and crying in emo* My last month with them, but they keep making me so happy no matter what. Christmas was fun I guess, I'm happy everyone got wat they wanted. Nev got me a sign AND I LOVE IT it says Nugs not drugs ITS A WORK OF ART it's bootiful sank chu and i gave my fren some gifts for their bday and yee uwu. 

New Years: I love you all, I'm visiting And I miss you guys too much sbhdhdjhdbjd

All of you are bootiful and lovely in every way

I wub chuuuuu *bts heart boi thingy*