Shawn Mendes imagines

Lonely

Dec 19 2018
Sorry for any spelling errors.
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Y/n POV
I have never been in a relationship before. I'm 19 and I know it sounds crazy but no one has been interested in me. My best friend Shawn has been in plenty of relationships. He always tells me about them and I feel honored that he trusts me. But I also feel sad because I never had someone I guess 'love' me before. My parents didn't care about me that much, and I'm always quite so people forget about me. I guess that's life right?
I get a call from Shawn. "Hey y/n how's it going?" He asks in his regular happy tune. "I'm pretty good you?" I reply thinking about finals for university. "I'm good my girlfriend decided to surprise me this weekend with a surprise visit" he says happily and I can practically hear his smile. "That's great Shawn. You deserve a weekend of rest" I say. "How come you've never told me about a boyfriend or possibly boyfriend?" Shawn asks realizing I've never said anything about a relationship. "I don't have a boyfriend or possibly boyfriend. I guess no ones interested" I say sighing. "Of course you've been in a relationship before though. Don't you miss it?" He asks more to himself.
"No I've never been in a relationship" I say chuckling to hide the pain. "Seriously!" He says "I'm being serious" I say snuggling into my blankets. "But how your 19!" He says amazed. "Like I said I guess no ones interested" I say thinking about my life. "Ohh y/n, I'm coming over now" he says "what no, why?" I ask. "You've never been in a relationship so maybe we could go to the club or something, or we could talk" he says and I hear putting on a jacket. "What no I don't feel like going out" I say not wanting to leave my bed. "I'll be over in 10" he says and then hangs up.
Shawn has just arrived at my apartment. I let him in and start walking to my bedroom where legally blonde is playing. "Y/n we need to talk about this" Shawn says pausing the tv. I roll my eyes and get comfortable under my covers. "Don't you want to be in a relationship?" He asks wide eyed. "Well it's not like I can force a relationship or love" I say looking at my fingers. "God I'm so dumb. All these years I've been talking about how great my girlfriends were and you just agreed happily even though you didn't know what it's like" he says apologetically. "Its okay" I mumble still looking at my hands. "D-do you want a hug?" He asks. I shrug and he hugs me. "I missed these hugs. How long has it been?" He says still hugging me. "I don't know" I say.
"You probably haven't had a good hug in so long. I'm so sorry y/n I never realized how much I've been hurting you all these years" he say hanging his head low. "It's okay you didn't know" I say trying to comfort him. "It's not okay. Do you want to lay down together, like old times." He says. I nod and we lay down watching legally blonde. I may not be in a relationship, or have felt really loved my whole life, but Shawn will always be here for me.