Shawn Mendes imagines

Hold on

I wrote this a while ago and I was going to post it. But because of recent events I decided to upload this rn. It must be crazy for Shawn to get hate for something's he may or may not have said. Pls be mindful that he is a human and he has feelings too. I will always love and support him even if he makes mistakes. He's human, we make mistakes. Any way listen to hold on by chord overstreet for a better experience. I also skipped one verse. I write best when I'm sad.
Sorry for any spelling errors.
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3rd person POV

Loving and fighting,
Accusing, uniting,
I can't imagine a world with you gone

She was there for him. They fought but always made up. She always made sure he knew She loved him. He did the same for her. She couldn't imagine a world with him gone.

The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone

Their busy life was fun. It kept then busy. Kept him busy so he wasn't focusing on the demons.

You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"

Today was worse. He wasn't getting better. Hurting more. She came home to find him crying in the bathroom. "babe let me in" She yells hitting the door. He opens it and lays down on the cool tile. These past few weeks he was struggling. So much. She holds his body in her arms. "It'll be ok baby. Please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

"I will help you. I'll love you my whole life. Just take my hand. I still need you." He gets up with her. Face flushed, dark eyes.

A long endless highway, your silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding in the shock and the chill in my bones

To the dark room. A shining moon illuminating the it. Wind blowing,  trees are shaking. She can't imagine a world with him gone.

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

He cries his heart out in her arms, clutching onto body. Shaking and trembling. She grabs him holding him tightly.

I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying baby, let's go home
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home

She doesn't let go. Seeing him like this breaks her heart, but She has to be strong. For him. She wants to hear his lively laugh and sing happy tunes. Home is not where you live. But with the people you love. She wants take him home.

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you

The night doesn't seem to fade. He hasn't calmed. "I love you" she says. His heart beat slowing. "I love you so much love. Just hold on I need you. I. Love. You."