[41st day]

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I got some votes on the previous chapter so might as well update while I am still free from homework. Hope you guys enjoy this and I would really like if you would leave actual feedback along with the votes, if it's not too much to ask. Enough with my rambling, let's go to the entry, shall we?, xo.   -Chantal.

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[Day 41]

Is it weird that she still doesn't know how you left? She hasn't asked, though, but today she did and I chocked on tears. I couldn't say it out loud, I felt as it my throat was dry and I needed water, lots of it. After a while I calmed down and apologized for being so weak. She told me it was okay and to take my time, which I did. I needed all the time in the fucking world.

I spent almost forty-five minutes telling her the simple story of how you left, how you died. The memory is still fresh on my mine and I don't think it'll ever go away. It was the last time I saw you, so I must cherish it with all my being. 

Even if it's not the happiest memory.

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I'm dying with all this. The chapters will become more and more heart-breaking, trust me. I already have all this figured out.

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