I have no idea why I lasted three bloody months to update, guys. I'm a mess, right now as you can tell. I hope someone's still reading this, and I would love if anyone would leave feedback as motivation to updating more frequently. Just a heads up, I start school the 19th, unfortunately, but I'll take responsibility and update for you guys. I really love you all, xo. -Chantal.
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[Day 59]
After I spent my whole day sobbing, and asking myself why aren't you coming back, reality hit me really hard. It felt as if a ton of those red bricks you see outside came crashing to my face, the pain hit me, and it is unbearable, fucking suffocating. I know why you're not coming back, though...you're dead, aren't you? I know. It's harsh of me to say it that way, but I have to, I need to convince myself of it because I can't- I can't deal with it, but I don't want to forget about it, either...
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Guys, this story is halfway there, I think, or at least almost there. I hope ya'll aren't losing interest. Remember to leave your amazing feedback and votes, much love x
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110 Days Missing You [Zaylena]
Fanfiction❝How terrible it is to love someone that death can touch.❞ De·pres·sion \di-ˈpre-shən, dē-\ : Low self esteem and guilt. Assuming blame for negative events or circumstances. Feeling like a failure, having negative views/thoughts about self-competenc...
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