「 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐗 」

#13[Left behind:2.0]

His dad went inside and locked the door again. He went to the youngers supposedly sleeping figure and caressed a random body part.

Tears fell from Felix's eyes as he tried to calm himself under the covers of his bed.

His virginity was lost when he was 11 years old, his dad raped him. His dad was then arrested after 2 years, the police also discovered that Felix isn't the only one he molested, a couple of young boys and girls too. His mom was also arrested because it was found that the house they live in actually had meth and weeds inside. They were both sentenced to jail for 30 years with a bail of ₩2,000,000.

He was then adopted by a single mother, she is half Australian and half Korean. They left korea when he was 14 years old, but things didn't get better, he always got bullied at school.

Rumours came, spreading like a deadly virus. It affected everyone's opinion of Felix. Instead of 'The Cute Guy with Freckles', he was labelled as 'The Guy who Fucks with his Dad'. It scarred him. He will either get hurt physically or mentally, and none of them is good.

The worst thing that they did is attempt to rape him, yes, rape. That's when he knew he has panic attacks. He was also diagnosed with Depression and Anxiety. His mother knew about the things that happened pretty late, she only knew about it when she accidentally saw Felix cutting using a blade. They moved back to Korea when he was 17, his mother hoping that his condition wouldn't get worse, and it worked.

He became attached to music, all of his hope rose up when JYP said they have a chance to debut, and just like a blink of an eye, it all came down. His depression became worse when he got eliminated, he started cutting again, this time; deeper.

But he hid it. Because if someone knew, he'll be kicked out of the company, and he doesn't want that.

That was when he fell in love with Hyunjin, they spent most of the time practicing choreography together, they were inseparable.

"Hyunjin.. would you... like to go out with me?"

"Yes Felix! I'd love to!"

Jisung's PoV

I was frantically searching for Felix, 10 minutes had passed since he was gone, Changbin said that he left to talk with Hyunjin.. I'm worried.

I saw Hyunjin walking, holding hands with Jeongin. I clenched my fist and walked between them.

"Excuse me, Hyunjin." I said and looked at him straight in the eye.

"What?"

"Do you know where Felix is?"

"Oh. He's on the rooftop."

Shit.

I ran as fast I could to get on the rooftop. There I saw Felix, on the edge of the building with his tear-stained face. I went to him and placed him in a hug, making sure to keep a far distance from the railings.

"Lix. What's wrong?" I asked but he didn't respond. "Lixie. Look at me." I commanded. He followed what I said and looked at me in the eye, "Tell me, what's wrong, please Felix." I begged him. I saw my vision getting blurry but I didn't mind it.

"Jisungie.." he hesitated first but continued when I pressed his hands. "I want to die.." Felix finished.

"Felix.. No, don't" I hugged him tighter, being careful not to suffocate him.

"But Jisung, *sobs* I.. I don't want to live anymore"

"Felix. Don't die. Live for me, please.."

"I'll.. try"

"Promise me, Ok?"

"I.. promise.." he said and intertwined our hands.

Third Person PoV

After a few months, Felix got better. Him and Hyunjin are still friends. That's what they thought.

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Breaking News; A member of a Boy group under JYP Entertainment named Stray Kids committed suicide. He was found hanging on one of their shared bathroom by one of the members. It was said to be 'Dead on arrival'. Everyone is still shocked about the happenings so they refused to make a statement, but one thing that we know for sure is that, it will have a big impact on the members and on the company.

Rest In Peace Lee Felix.

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So, this is the end of Left Behind. Sorry if it didn't reach your expectations.. This chapter is dedicated to Park_Gabie Thank you so much for supporting this story! Ciaoo~