Love & Pain: Rain

Reward.

What's left after this two year war?

Mess.
Pain.
Shit.

The good outcome?
Being without you.

I'm rewarded with the biggest prize,
Being without you.
I don't need you anymore.
I don't give the tiniest piece of trash for you.

I'm happy now.

I might be spiteful,
But I have my reasons to be.
And I don't care,
I don't care anymore,
I'm not the same,
I'm a new version of me.

More truthful to myself,
That's what matters,
Now I love myself,
I put myself before you,
Or any other that has hurt me.

I have learned,
To love myself,
Value myself,
Now I'm more me.

And I plan to stay that way.

Yes,
He ruined me,
But now I'm more powerful,
And I have to say I'm thankful to you,
Because of you,
Now I'm me.

I don't need anyone,
Anyone to tell me I'm beautiful to believe it or not,
We, don't need anyone.

Now I'm free,
Free of your bullshit,
Or anyone else's.

I'm happy.
I'm better.

That's my reward,
And it's worth it.