Love & Pain: Rain

Regret.

That's all I ever thought about, I remember.
You're stupid smile,
That, at that time I liked,
I regret it.

I regret what I felt for you,
What I did for you,
What I thought you were.

I put you way too high for me,
When you were always in the mud,
Down in the ground,
Starving.

It makes me laugh though,
Why?
How stupid I was.
How blind I was.

I can imagine,
How fool of me,
Begging over an unworthy guy,
How stupid I was.

Stupid to ever feel something for you.
When all you did was care for her,
You didn't see my pain,
You never cared for me.

How could you?

You thought I was stupid, you fooled me

I remember all those times,
I was so poisoned in that feeling,
That horrible feeling.

I regret it with all my strength,
I regret it with all my soul.

Sad thing of all,
I can't take back time.

All the times a tears sled down my cheeks,
All the times I distanced myself from the good,
All the times I could have been happy,
Those good times, won't co me back to me.

I wasted my time.
I wasted my brain, thinking in you,
I wasted my words, in that letter I gave you,
I wasted my heart,
out on the little things I did for you.

Little things,
You didn't appreciated.

I wish I could back in time,
And advice myself,
Wake myself up from that nightmare.
A whole year nightmare.

You two ruined me.
Ruined my life.
Ruined my mind.
Ruined my heart.
Ruined my smile.
Ruined everything of me and in me.

You are nothing.
You didn't and don't deserve anything.
I'm glad I realize that now.
I've wasted all on you.
You're a waste.
And so is she.

Both of you,
I'll see you in hell.