JUNGKOOK
oh my god it was you,
wasn't it?

JUNGKOOK
do you know how much it sucks to be progressing with someone and enjoying being around them, romantic or not

JUNGKOOK
only to have it cut off and you have no idea why?

JUNGKOOK
Jimin and I are good together, like.. I really enjoyed being in his company and talking to him all the time, it was nice and relaxing for once

JUNGKOOK
then he just shut me out all of a sudden? it hurt

JUNGKOOK
he won't even tell me why?? im sitting here confused with no answers

JUNGKOOK
are YOU the reason he's been fucking ignoring me for the past three and a half days?

TAEHYUNG
you're welcome

JUNGKOOK
THANK YOU?? YOU WANT A FUCKING THANK YOU RIGHT NOW??

JUNGKOOK
do you even realize how scary this is for me and you're trying to persuade me that's it's all some fucking nasty ass joke??

JUNGKOOK
clearly I know Jimin better than you because he wouldn't fucking lie to me like that

JUNGKOOK
he's shown me so much of him and it's the most vulnerable ive ever seen someone..

JUNGKOOK
what the hell is the matter with you?

JUNGKOOK
he's so sweet and you're just trying to tell me that he's been fucking lying this entire time to fuck me over?

TAEHYUNG
yeah pretty much

JUNGKOOK
fuck you

JUNGKOOK
im on the verge of not being completely straight anymore, do you understand how fucking terrifying that is?

JUNGKOOK
all ive EVER known was sex with girls, my life used to be so easy; I didn't have to worry about dudes because I knew I didn't like them

JUNGKOOK
I didn't even need to worry about girls either because ive never wanted a relationship with one, it wasn't worth it

JUNGKOOK
now there's so much I need to take into fucking consideration

JUNGKOOK
ive never looked at a boy the way I look at Jimin

JUNGKOOK
hell.. I haven't even looked at a GIRL the way I look at Jimin

JUNGKOOK
that had me shivering down to my last bone, you can't even imagine.. I thought there was something legitimately wrong with me

JUNGKOOK
don't you know what it's like going through this? how uneasy it makes someone feel? I know you do, you dealt with it too so why would you even do this to either of us right now??

JUNGKOOK
a little bit ago I was convinced that what I felt was weird and wrong

JUNGKOOK
so how do you think I feel now that you're trying to throw this shit in my face to make it worse?

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