Summertime Sadness

Chapter 12

Rye's POV

Here he is walking next to me. Finally we are getting closer again. I am happy he is here, but everything doesn't work like it used to be. We are just 2 strangers that just met like a few days ago.

"So do you want to tell me what Aspen told you?" I asked.

He sighed. Cute, because he never changes even the way he sighed.

"She told me that, uh, forget it," he answered.

I giggled. My heart was beating so fast. I rubbed his cheek. "Please?" I stared at him.

He stared back at my eyes. I can feel my cheek was blushing really hard. "She told me you almost killed yourself, is it right?" he replied.

I sighed, he didn't know how I have those thoughts in my head. I smiled at him, "Yeah," I replied shortly.

"Why?"

I smiled as I wrapped my arms around his shoulder.

"My mom told me I am going to marry Aspen in like 1 month, I was stressed and shocked, so I drove and I didn't know where to go. Then I saw you with a guy, I can't focus on the road but you," I replied.

I stared deep inside Andy's eyes, his heart like broken into million pieces.

"I-I am sorry," he stuttered.

I smiled, "It is not your fault, you never did anything wrong in my life," I said.

He held my hand that wrapped around his shoulder. "Fuck," he whispered.

I stared at him. "Nothing," he giggled.

"Anything Aspen told you?" I asked curiously. "You are not yourself," he said. "I can see without her telling me," he continued. I smiled, "Yeah, I feel like I am not the Rye," I said as I stared at the black sky.

"Why?"

I sighed, "I don't even know, I'm just stressed and everything never feels right."

He rubbed my hand, "Can I help you? I want to fix everything's wrong," he stated. I was feeling so happy, small few words that don't mean at all for Andy but means a lot for me.

"Yeah, by you are here," I stated.

I can't help but cry slowly.

He suddenly hugged me. "I am so sorry, I am a bad person," I said as tears keep rolling down from my cheek. I hugged him back as he laid his head on my chest.

He rubbed my back, "It is gonna be okay, we can change everything, right?" He stated as he looked up at my eyes.

I nodded. I don't know what thing I should risk, I lost everything. "Stay," I whispered as I hugged him tightly, not letting him to go. I need him.

He hugged him back as tight as I hugged him. It was simple but meaningful. It was simple but it is the most important thing I could ever feel. I don't want to lose another, I'm tired of losing my feelings.

"Let's go somewhere," he said as he looked up at me. "Sure."

He pulled away as he started to walk, I followed him and walked next to him. The silence is sometimes bad, but this one isn't at all. By our silence I felt I am being protected, I feel finally complete.

He walked closer to me, he was staring at the road. I can't focus at anything but the man who is walking next to me. 

We finally arrived at a park, there was a bench under a big tree. This was the place I used to spend my time when I was heartbroken. We sat down on the bench as we stared at the cafe in front of the road. "The cafe reminds me when-"

"When I put whip cream on your nose," I cut. 

He giggled, "Yeah," he said. I stared at the blank sky once again, the wind slowly touched my hand. "Can I stay at yours?" I asked, breaking the silence. I don't have any home, I'm still hurt because of my family, I need some time to get away from the pain. 

"Yeah, sure," he replied as he smiled. I swear this man will be the death of me, like for real. 

Come on Rye. My heart was beating so fast, my mind is running. 

"Fovvs?" I asked. 

"Yeah?" he replied as he stared at me curiously. 

"Andy, I am so sorry, I was being selfish, I am being so fucking dumb, I am sorry, I wasted your times, I know I shouldn't waste an angel like you, I couldn't think, couldn't be myself, I need you," I said as I stared at him. 

He smiled, "I always forgive you Rye," he said. 

"Is it too late to say I love you?" I said as I sighed in relief. 

He smiled, his cheek was turning red, "I fucking love you," he said as he got to me closer, hugged me tightly. I kissed his forehead. "I won't leave us hanging, I won't leave you," I stated. I ran my fingers through his hair. 

I cupped his cheek. 

"Get a room faggots!"  Someone shouted.

I stood up. Anger is all I feel right now. "What the fuck did you say?" I shouted. "Fight me you fag," I said as I started to walk. But suddenly Andy hugged me from the back. I suddenly calmed. "Sorry. love," I stated. "It is okay Rye, he is probably right, we should get home," he said. 

I nodded as I wrapped my arms around his shoulder protectively.

I looked at him, leaning in as I rubbed his cheek. We connected our lips, they moved in sync. Butterflies flew on my stomach. I missed him and this. 

It was a quick kiss but It felt like the first time I kissed him again. 

He blushed hard and he suddenly ran, "Catch me!" He shouted as he ran faster. 

I shook my head, well if he wanted to I thought as I caught him.

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WOAH I AM SO ACTIVE, i am so proud of myself XD, okay so I am so happy so so so happy and proud of roadtrip 2.0 and thats mean randy 2.0 too, yes. i hope you enjoy this and i hope you have an amazing day

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