quarante cinq

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november 10

hyunmean☹️
i promise it'll get better.

you promise the same thing.

hyunmean☹️
look. i've been extremely hypocritical
but please trust me. i need to get better
and so do you. i don't wanna hurt you
changmin.

i've been hurting because you haven't
been here hyunjin. i've been waiting and
waiting like a fucking fool. it took you so
long to say something while i've spent nights
crying in chan's arms. doing things you didn't
want me to do anymore. you were my medicine
but my medicine expired.

hyunmean☹️
have you been smoking and drinking
with him? is that what you've been doing
to ease the pain?

yes hyunjin how big of a problem do
you have with that? you weren't there
to ease the pain so i took matters into
my own hands.

hyunmean☹️
please changmin.

no hyunjin. i've been doing it to
help myself. chan has been the only
one cause somehow i've lost
jeongin and seungmin again.

hyunmean☹️
was it cause of the drinking.

yes it was and now i've lost all hope.
so please. if you're gonna have a promise stick
with it cause i'm tired of your games.

hyunmean☹️
i love you.
seen at 3:40am

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