august 6
currently blasting hyunjins playlist
'penalty' came on and i honestly
want to cry.
jeongin hasn't talked to me
hyunjin hasn't talked to me
jisung i dunno what the hell is going
on with him
another day with chan this time
with no cigs and no alcohol.
just our presence , music, and the night sky.
he held my hand tightly cause he knew
this song always got to me.
he pulled me closer.
and hugged me.
don't worry he's just my brother
figure.
i love chan with my whole heart
as he's always there for me when i need
it the most.
when i miss him
or when i'm just alone.
i cried in his arms as he already
knew what happened between me
and hyunjin.
he patted my head and whispered
"he'll come around i promise"
all i could do was let out choked
sobs and nod my head at his words
"would you like me to text him?"
again another nod
"now?"
"no when i leave"
"alright"
"text me what he says"
"maybe you should stay here tonight"
"why?"
"i don't want you to be alone with
your parents"
i nodded
looked up
and whispered 'thank you'
where only i could hear.
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i've had
i am WHO on repeat all day today.
i fucking love it with a passion wow
anyway sorry again for the last chapter and this crappy chapter.
