Many Words (Destiel, Sabriel And Michifer highschool au)

Awkward.

Cas

Someone was banging on my door. "I'm trying to sleep!" I whine and pull the covers up to my chin. "Come on Cassie, It's 11 am." Luce yells from the other side of the door. "Fine! Just shut up." I get up from my precious bed and go directly to the shower.

I step under the warm water. I feel oddly numd. I should be thinking and freaking out about what happend yesterday, but no. All the regret and disgust i felt towards myself yesterday was just gone. I'm not happy, nor sad. Just numb, and i dont like it. 

I dont know how long i have been in the shower, but long enough for Luci to begin banging on the door again asking if im alive. "Just a second Luce!" I dry off and get dressed before going downstairs, where Luce is making bacon and eggs. "Who knew Satan could cook." I sit down at the kitchen isle. "You are acting wierd today." Lucifer stated. When i dont answer, he sits down with two plates of pancakes. "Why?" He asks in a bossy tone.

Suddenly Sam and Gabe enters the kitchen. "You're bossy." Sam mutters. They sit down. Sam looks like he's about to fall asleep any second, while Gabe looks like he could run 3 marathons. "What have you done with Sam Gabe?" I ask "Oh nothing. Now answer Luci's question." Gabe smirks. Do i tell them?  I sigh. "I'm having a life crisis." They look at me with interest. "Spill." Lucifer says firmly.

"I dont even know what to say or if i should say something, but i cant really bring myself to care at the moment so I'm just going to tell you." They look at me with expectant looks. "I.. urm. I walked in Dean last night." I say slowly. Their jaws drop. "Okay.. thats awkward but i dont see why it's a life crisis." Luce says. "Yeah it's not that big of a deal, right?" Sam mumbles. 

"Because, stupid me just stood there!" I raised my voice. "Wait did he see you?" Gabe asks. "NO! But i just stood there and watched Gabriel! What the fuck is wrong with me?" I run my hands over my face. "I watched him fucking come and then i just went home!  And i just couldnt stop thinking about it and then it just got worse!" I sink into the chair. "Oh my... you... did it while thinking of him?" Luce says. "Yeah thats why I'm having a life crisis and i want to hide in my room until i die." I mutter. Gabe and Luce scrunch their faces. "No come on Cas! Now you can finally admit your feelings for him and you can live happily ever after." I roll my eyes at them. "I don't have any feelings for Dean, he's my best friend."

Dean

I'm heading over to Cas house. It's getting colder, but you can still wear only a tshirt. I enter his house quietly. I can hear people talking from the kitchen. "I don't have any feelings for Dean, he's my best friend." For some reason, my mood dropped a little. I enter the kitchen. "Hi, can i join you?" They smile at me. "Yeah, have some pancakes." Luce says. I sit down next to Cas. He tenses up. Thats weird. "You ok cas?" He turns his head to look at me. His eyes widen. "Yeah I'm great." He says hurriedly. I look at the others but they dont say anything. I shake it off for now and begin to eat my pancakes. 

"Are you going to Bela's party Dean?" Lucifer asks. "I might. How about you guys?" I answer "Yeah i promised her i would help with music and stuff." Luci mutters. "I'll go if you go." Cas answers. I smile at him. "Great, we can be each others wingmans." He winks.

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Cas (sorry for changing pov all the time)

I need to get laid. Then i should forget about Dean masturbating. I think. It make sense. At least i hope it will work. I put on my black slightly ripped Jeans and a simple grey tshirt. I grab my phone and a hoodie before i go outside and meet up with Dean. We walk towards the party. 

This is not great i know but i wanted to update, im fucking sick, again. everything sucks a little bit. I turned 15 today. I can legally fuck people thats 15 yrs old or older. yay. 

-Kat