Broken Hearted Bad Boy

Chapter 32- I want You

Callie's P.O.V

It had been a week since the party, since Blake walked away from me, since I ruined everything. He has not spoken to me since. I have tried talking him but he brushes me off, walks away from me and hits reject on all my calls. I felt like my heart broke all over again but this time I knew it was no-ones fault but my own. I know what I said to him and it was the truth, I don't think him and I would ever work but that does not stop my feelings growing for him with the more I see him, does not stop me from wanting him. He does not notice that cause he is too busy screwing anything that walks again. He makes sure he can rub it in my face whenever he can. Missy she was taking enjoyment in seeing me miserable, reminding me every day that I lost both Ryan and Blake. Ryan I could not give a damn about him. I do not care if I don't ever see him again. Blake on the other hand? I miss him, miss him like crazy even though I see him every day, it don't stop me missing him.

It was Friday evening which meant no school for a couple of days and I think that is what I needed. I have had enough of Missy and her friends. Enough of Blake ignoring me and making me jealous. I guess I deserve it after everything I said to him. I was sitting in my room in complete silence, staring at the four walls and letting everything run through my head at once. I grabbed my phone, deciding I would try one more time with Blake.

Callie: Blake please talk to me? I miss you. I know what I said was horrible but I never meant them, not really. Yes I believe you and I would not work but that don't make me stop wanting you. I am scared to start anything else after what happened. Please Blake? X

I hit sent, staring at my phone for the next half an hour but he never did reply to my text. I can't blame him though, I would be the same if someone said those things to me that I said to him.

"Callie sweetie Josie and Austin are at the door, I will send them up." I heard my mum call up from downstairs

"OK." I called back, sitting my phone aside

Josie and Austin have been my saving grace this last week, only two that was not making me feel like crap. They walked in, smiling at me which I managed to return. Then came over, Josie sitting down next to me on the bed, Austin sitting on the edge

"Hey how you doing?" Austin asked

"Just the same. I text him again, thought would try one last time but he never got back to me." I said sadly "Austin tell me the truth have I ruined everything?" I added

"Callie it aint that. I don't think you realise how much he actually likes you. Seeing you with Ryan for all those years broken his heart, that is why he never done relationships and just messed around. He was waiting for you. You are the only girl he could see himself being with. Callie he will never admit it, it took him years to tell me how he felt about you but he is in love with you and that scares the shit out of him." He said

"What?" I asked shocked

In love me? He treated me like crap for years, all he ever wanted was to have sex with me, that aint being in love with me. It has only been these last few weeks he has been acting like he likes me and it not just after one thing so how can he be in love with me?

"You heard me. You don't see the way he looks at you Callie, even when you were still with Ryan. He has waited years for you and then he felt like you never wanted him...rejected him. Callie he is heartbroken because he believes you don't want him...believes that if the one girl that he has only ever truly wanted doesn't want him then maybe he aint worth it." he said

I felt the tears build up in my eyes as Austin said those things to me. He was meaning every word he was saying to me. Blake was in love with me. Now I know what Blake meant when he said I do not know how much he actually feels for me. I know what I had to do. I jumped to my feet, grabbing my shoes and Blake's hoodie I stole from pulling them on.

"Callie what you doing?" Josie asked

"To Blake's house." I said "Do you know if he is in?" I asked

"Yes he should be. What are you gonna say to him?" Austin asked

"I am not gonna say anything. I am gonna show him." I said "Can you give me a ride please? My care needs fuel and it is pouring of rain?" I added

"Of course, let's go. It is about time you and Blake get together." Austin winked at me

"Yes for sure, now come on." Josie said excited

The three of us headed downstairs

"Sweetie where are you going? It is pouring down out there." My mum asked

"I am gonna go sort things out with Blake. I want to be with him and I need to make sure he knows that even after everything I said to him." I said

My mum knew everything that was going on in my life. I told her everything. When I said that I see a smile appear on her lips

"About time. Good luck sweetie." She smiled

"Thank you." I smiled before the three of us headed out, running towards Austin's car and heading to Blake' house. We pulled up outside and I felt myself freeze and begin to panic. What if he does not want me? What he does not forgive me? What if he is with someone? What the hell am I gonna say? All these questions were running around in my head at once causing a headache.

"Callie?" Josie asked

"What if he slams the door in my face or what if he is with someone?" I asked panicked

"He won't Callie, tell him the truth. He is not with anyone, spoke to him early, he was having a night in." Austin said "You got this OK? Just don't break his heart again Callie." Austin said

"I will try not to. Thank You." I smiled, eventually climbing out of the car

I headed towards the front door slowly, not caring that it was pouring of rain and I was already soaked right through. I finally reached the door, taking a few deep breaths before finding the courage to knock on the door. I knocked once, no answer and knocked again still no answer. I went to turn and walk away but as I did, the front door opened

"Callie?" I heard Blake's voice say

I slowly turned to face him to find him looking at me, a confused look on his face wondering why I am here

"What are you doing here?" he asked

"I...I...I." stuttered out, trying to find the right words

"Callie what do you want?" he asked

I decided not to answer him. Instead I made my way over to him, grabbing his tee and pulling him into me, crashing my lips against his, only for a moment before pulling away

"I want you." I replied

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How do you think this will go? Do you think Blake will forgive her or reject her? 

I am thinking maybe only about 6/7 more chapters and then this story will be done.