chapter sixteen: cooking with the jerk

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"why the hell are you following me" i yelled at Jackson.

"i don't think i should leave you alone either"  he told with concern laced his voice

"look Jackson.... I really want stay alone right now. Please go back to school"

"not gonna happen even if you sit down and beg. It's better if we go inside" he said it with a glare which said don't-you-dare-say-no

I sighed knowing he won't go back. I opened the door went inside and heard him come in as well. He locked the door once he's inside

A part of me is scared. Me and Jackson are alone in the house. What if he takes advantage of me.
That makes me scared and alert at the same time.

I went upstairs to my room. When i stepped in i heard Jackson switch on the TV and watch something.

I sighed and lay myself down on my bed.

I couldn't help but think about my past.

He seriously cannot be here. What if he comes and repeats the history.

What if he again tries to do something and kill someone AGAIN.

But this time i wouldn't let that happen.

Before he can try something. I'll kill myself.

That's the only choice I've left. If am dead.

He will neither be back off my mom nor he would kill anyone because of me.

Yeah.  That's it.  Ive had enough of this life.
Am being a burden on so many people's life

firstly my mom. She first suffered her marriage and lost her husband. Only BECAUSE OF ME. 

Secondly uncle mac. He may tel i am like his child. But still i don't want to stay here. It's not like i don't like anyone.
I love them.  The only thing is i get a mixture of emotions when i see them.

They live a happy life. Where as mine it is mostly of. Go to school come back. Stay a life full of fears. Sometimes sleepless night's. Or even if i sleep i get nightmares.

And lastly. Mason. I owe to him a tons.
He's missing all his fun times only because of me.

And now again Ian is coming back.

I don't know what to do with my life.
I don't know why it's always me.

There was a knock on my door.
I opened a door. And obviously the jerk was standing their And wait did i mention standing with his stupid smirk?

I rose my eyebrows. Asking silently what does he want.

"i guess your 'own little bubble' time is over. Come down and help me in cooking.  Mason,Tyler,grey with their girlfriends are coming here."

"what?" i being a fool like always said it out loud.

"you heard me angelface"  he said with a smirk.

Ughhh... I hate myself so much.....

He started going downstairs. 
I had no choice left but to follow him.

We entered the kitchen.  he already prepared lasagna.

"so.. As you can see i prepared lasagna and now am preparing sandwich and you're going to help me with that" he said with a smile.
An actual smile.

"you should smile often. You look pretty good yourself."  and again. I said  my thoughts out loud

Wish i could jump into a hole and never come back.
When i look at him. Wait. What?

He is blushing. Like a real blush.

He cleared his throat.
"umm.. Stop fli-flirting"

He was stammering.  That made me laugh like a lunatic.
I don't know why but he laughed along with me.
I shook my head
"wooh. Come on now let's prepare sandwich before those idiots come"
I nodded.

"i hope you know the basics. Like how to slice an onion. Or slice a potato etc.."

"sorry to disappoint you." i said it with a innocent smile

"you're not serious right"he looked at me.

I just kept a blank face.

"oh no man. So if am not wrong i have to cook all by my self."

"you're clever" i said it with a smirk

He shook his head and started cooking.

He started slicing onions and while slicing it he looks like a pro.

He's too good att cooking.
He made a sandwich. Cut it in two and he gave one of it.

"taste it and tell me if everything's ok."

I took a bite. And trust me i had to hold back myself from moaning out loud.

It's so damn good. I can eat this all my life.

"um how's it?"

"it's nice"

"only nice angelface?" he said it with a smirk

We both laughed and he shook his head

After sometime.  just as Jackson finished cooking There was a knock on the door.

"i guess there're here"Jackson said.

"I'll go open the door."

I said and started walking towards the main door

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