Should I?

i hope you know.

You aren't a child.
But you still are.
You don't have the innocence
But you don't know how to handle the pain, the burden of overwhelming feelings.

You can't control much.
You're not fully grown up to feel the things you feel, the things you experienced.
Yet here you are struggling with no help.

The innocence that was taken away from you, you did that.
But the storm that you're stuck in is something you shouldn't be fighting against.
You shouldn't be fighting that fight.

I'm sorry.
For the scences you saw before you.
For the words your ears heard when they were open.
For the hidden tears you hid from everyone.
I'm sorry for what you carry on your shoulders.

The burden has gotten heavier, hasn't it?

Child why won't you let me take it.
The burden.
You're stumbling every time you walk.

I don't like how you refuse the help. 
But I guess your trust isn't available for anyone.

I just don't want to see you struggling.

I want to see you happy.
I want a smile on your face.
I want the best for you.

I just hope you know that.