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Poetry

A journey to finding a way out but finding that it won't ever happen. A journey leading to an end of a most valuable thing.

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my past part 1

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by teradactyl

by teradactyl

Yells.
Sceams.
Pain.
Mom.
Dad.
Family.
Again and again.
You changed? Yeah right.
Should I believe it?
No.
Tears.
Unloved.
Desperation.
Help.
No home.
Dark days.
Its a mess.
Lonely.
Don't speak.
Wedding. Mom won't go.
Depression.
Summer.
Accusations.
Christmas without you.
Aunt's house.
Waiting.
We need you.
Strangers yet close.
What happened.
Going away.
Bye for now.
I don't want this to happen ever again.
But the chances of that happening are high.
It may seem okay for now but it'll come around.