Chapter 44
It's been 2 weeks since dad died. I still remember the days that he is there for me. Those memories keep on flashing in my mind.
"Daddy, I want to meet my prince charming. I want him to be like you. You always make my hair tide. You always play with me. Give me chocolates if mommy won't give me. Hmmm. You always say that I am your princess. You always read a wonderful story to make me sleep. You...."
"Yes I did baby. I will make you feel loved everyday because daddy always love you." He pinch my nose and kiss the tip of it. "Soon you will meet your prince charming. But for now, Daddy is your Prince charming. Daddy will protect you. Pag may kalaban sisipain yun ni daddy. Nakikita mo ba tong sword na to?" Sabay pakita sakin ng laruang espada. "This is my magic sword. If something happened, just tell that to daddy. Daddy is one call away to protect my baby princess."
Naalala ko pa nung panahong nadapa ako.
"Daddy" umiiyak na sinalubong ako ni daddy. "The Kid outside pushed me huhu. He said that he don't like me and My knees is masakit because he pushed me." He just smile at binuhat ako.
"Lets go inside baby gagamutin natin yang wound mo, don't cry na." At pinunasan nya ang mga luha ko. He get the alcohol at binuhos yun sa cotton. It hurts but he keep on blowing the wounded area to lessen ang sakit.
"We will talk to that kid. Gusto mo bang pagalitan ni daddy yung bata sa labas?" Sabi ni daddy habang hinihipan nya ang sugat ko.
"No daddy. Baka awayin nya ko lalo pag pinagalitan mo sya." Sabi ko while pouting.
"So what should I do para wag ng umiyak ang baby princess ko?"
"Lets make chocolate cake nalang daddy." Masayang sabi ko.
"Ok little princess your prince charming will make you some chocolate cake." At napuno ng saya ang buong bahay habang gumagawa kami ng cake.
"You will always be in my heart daddy. I will always love you." Pinunasan ko mga luhang kumawala sa mga mata ko at hinalikan ang picture ni daddy at tinabi na to sa table kung saan ito nakalagay.
Ang sarap balikan ng mga ala alang dating nagdaan. Mapapangiti ka nalang sa dating masasayang sandali na kapiling mo pa ang mga mahal mo sa buhay. Na ang tanging problema mo lang ay kung paano ka makakain ng candy, mag aaral ng mabuti at ang tanging negative lang na alam mo ay ang negative film lang ng mga camera noon.
"Let's be productive today. Makakaya mo ang lahat ng ito Britt, nakaya mo na dati kaya makakaya mo ulet to. Keep on moving. Aja!" Tumayo na ko sa higaan at naghanda sa pagkikita namin ulet ni Loah.
I just got a message earlier. It is Loah telling me na gusto nyang makipagkita sakin sa mas maayos na paraan. I badly needed to hear her side para di na din ako maging ganito kabitter sa pag iwan nya sa mag ama nya. Mas apektado kasi ako dahil saakin nya iniwan si Nick pagkaanak nya at masyado na din akong naattached sa bata dahil tinuring ko na din itong totoong anak ko. Kung hindi lang ako nawalan ng anak noon im sure na kasing laki na din siguro ni nick ang baby ko. But i know na lahat ng nangyaring ito ay may dahilan. I just need to trust our God and everything will follow.
"Good morning mommy! nakatulog ka po ba ng maayos? Nasa baba na po si daddy sabi nya po aalis daw po kayo? Where are you going mommy? Pwede po ba akong sumama sa inyo?" Hinug ako ng anak ko and give me a good morning kiss.
"Baby i have something to ask you." Nginitian ko sya ang held his face
"What is that mommy?" Nagtatakang tanong nya
"Baby what if your mommy is not me? What will you do?" Nagpout lang sya at nagsalubong ang dalawang kilay nya.
"You are my mommy. I don't want to have another mommy. You are my only mommy" kiniss nya ko at nginitian. Naiyak nalang ako sa response ng anak ko. "Don't cry mommy. Hindi kita papalitan kasi ikaw lang ang nag iisang mommy ko." He gave me a tight hug.
"Oh baby" sinuklian ko ang yakap nya at mas lalong naiyak. I'm sorry Loah. This is so hard to let him go.
Super duper short update. Its been a year i think since my last update? Hahahah bear with me guys its hard for me to write this without a plot. But question:
1. Kung ikaw si Britt anong gagawin mo?
So if you're not interested its ok. Labyu :*
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