18) THE GUILT CLOUD

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Clouds of fear came over me as reality struck me .

Axel was suffocating. Not knowing what to do I turned towards Beth with a blurred vision

Beth came running towards me and axel

I got up from my seat and rubbed his back swiftly
Axel kept taking long breaths
.
My feeling at that exact moment cannot be explained in words known to man
It was a mix of fear ,unknown guilt and dumbness

He entwined his fingers with mine
They were cold
I felt his pain

He looked directly into my eyes and said "I'm not... able.. to breathe ro.."

I broke out into tears , the look on his face and the way his body was shaking made me weak

"Don't cry ro he'll be fine ...I'll call cedric. .." Beth said with shaking fingers and went aside with her phone

I felt a deep feeling inside me which made my heart ache with pain and tears to flow from my eyes

Axel clenched his jaw and closed his eyes and started rubbing my hands on his chest and his hand dropped suddenly

"Open your eyes axel ....please....open your eyes axel .....Edward! " I yelled on the top of my lungs 

I started to rub his chest

"I'm fine ro" he said with a wink amidst coughs and long breaths

"Shut up you're not ." I said wiping the waterfall flowing from my eyes

A white lambo rushed to where we stood

Outside came cedric running in cheetah speed

"What did he eat ?" He asked with a concerned look

"He drank peanut frapuccino" I said while sniffing

"He is allergic to peanut ...don't worry ro he'll be fine  .. ..I'll take him to our suite and give him meds " ced said and took strides and reached axel

He lifted axel by his shoulder
I went on the other side and helped him
Axel smiled at me weakly to which I was not even able to fake a smile

"Can I come along ?" I asked ced
"It's a two seater lambo ro....don't worry he'll be fine " ced said while placing axel inside the foolishly small lambo

I just nodded understandingly

Ced took the lambo in jet speed

"Go slowly " I yelled

Beth came and tugged along

"I am the reason ....I made him like that Beth .....I dint know .....I didn't know that he was allergic to ...the freaked up pea-nut. ..I hate pe-anuts Beth ....I hate lambo. ...I hate ..i...I " I babbled

"Calm down babe " Beth said while hugging me tightly

I just closed my eyes and tried to calm and compose myself like axel usually is

Axel...

The thought of him made me cry again

"Uff....you idiot stop crying he'll be probably watching Netflix by now " Beth said trying  to make me smile

"Help me get diverted Beth " I said while opening my eyes

"Put on your seat belt " Beth said which made me show a weak smile
(*twilight reference *)

"Finally bella's Edward has made you smile as ro's Edward made you cry " she said with a chuckle

"Shut up " I said while elbowing her

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