sad writing for sad days.

"you're an egg"

why can't i get you out of my head?
you never wanted me.
why was i so dumb?
i should have never screenshot that.
why did i go against you?
i should have been better.
why didn't i just kill myself? isn't that what you wanted?
but you didn't mean it did you?
i can still hear your voice. it follows me.
your voice is unforgettable.
i hear you everyday and it makes my stomach lurch.
if i could throw everything away and just have you i would pick you.
i'm still trying to figure out what happened to me.
i hate that i did that to you.
i keep thinking that if you gave me the chance, we would be fine this time. i know we would.
i've never felt so strongly towards someone. this attachment to you is killing me slowly.
would you even consider giving me a chance?
i need you.
do you want me?
come back.
would you come back?
i would forgive you for your lies. maybe you would forgive me for mine.
i still love you.
this feeling is overwhelming.
i still need you. you're haunting me. everything i do, whatever i do, every single day, no matter what, i think of you.
how and when will it stop?
im sorry.
- egghead.