NoGoodBye.

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why is it when I look at you I see heaven? why is it that when im next to you my entire body is warm? why am i the one you choose to "love"? or whatever it is you choose to do. why me? why did it have to be you? why can't i just have no feelings for you? why can't i just forget us? i don't want to. but. then i want to, so i won't have to feel this empty pain in my chest. when i look at your face when you smile my entire day is made. my entire existence seems to have purpose. but it seems lately when i look at your face i get the same feeling, but the pain eats it away. the pain of knowing that you are soon going. going away from me. i intend to make the most of what little time i have with you here. i hope we stay in touch. so i can make it through high school. make it through life. in my previous writings you can find me talking/writing about my past lovers and all of the feelings i felt for them, but none compare to you. you overwhelm me in the most beautifully sad way. i am
glad to say i have or had the privilege to "love" you or whatever.
but i do love you.
with all of my
heart i do.
i really
do.

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