I just realized I've never talked about my anxiety specifically. I've already told anyone who would care how it feels. But I guess I'll explain it here.
I don't think my anxiety is tied to a specific situation. I become symptomatic at random times at random places. I feel a tightness in my throat that makes me gag when I speak or acknowledge it. I also lose my appetite. I can't eat. It's just really mentally and physically taxing. It's also confusing, because I don't understand why it happens to me.
Side note: The other night, I went outside in my underwear and just fucking danced my heart out with my headphones on. I love dancing by myself. Jacky thought it was weird (my coworker who I message often). I don't know, maybe that does make me weird. I think it's hilarious.
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