i n s a n e .

t w e n t y .

so it was like 12:00 am...so like midnight and luke and i were just laying in bed. i wasnt sleeping and im pretty sure he wasnt either

"you asleep?" i asked.

"nope."

"i dont wanna get caught luke"

"i dont want to either. to be honest, for like maybe the first time ever, im really scared."

"me too. god dammit"

he pulled me in closer to him.

i was feeling safe and protected before i felt his fucking boner poking my leg and i pushed away from his grip.

"ahh sorry rose" he smiled.

"ugh. did i do that to you?"

"he just perks up when people pet him"

"he? is he your dog?" i laughed.

"hes every guys buddy. he sees things and perks up."

"oh my god that is disgusting. make it go away so we can cuddle"

"it doesnt go like that...you gotta make it go away"

"like a blowjob?"

he nodded. "are you a virgin?"

i nodded nervously.

"if you wanna do it now, ill be so gentle and careful with you."

i gulped. "im scared."

"ive done it before."

"how? like in the mental hospital?"

"yep. with samantha repp"

"the paralyzed girl!?"

"yup"

"agh thats disgusting!"

"haha its fine rose i was 14 then."

i stared at him in shock and thought about it. i love him to the point where we could have sex, but i heard it REALLY hurts...

"you want it rose?" he asked rubbing my hand.

and i nodded.

he smirked before it then all happened.

about 2 hours later he pulled out of me and we were out of breath and sweaty.

"holy fucking shit" i said wiping my forehead. "that was amazing."

"did it hurt?"

"hell yeah. but like not for long. wow. we just...wow."

he laughed and put his boxers on. "youre so pretty rosie."

im pretty sure i was blushing. "rosie?"

"yeah. new nickname."

i laughed and put on my clothes again before we cuddled and went to bed again.

and later in the morning around 10:00 we woke up again and i was really sore.

i stood up and went to the kitchen for some breakfast.

looking at my red legs, luke came up behind me and hugged me. "howd my princess sleep?"

"slept pretty good."

"how was he?"

"he was pretty good." i laughed.

"thats good to hear."

as i made a piece of toast, luke and i talked about what would happen if we got into prison.

"you would die in prison...but noone would care." i said.

"i would care if you died."

"same with you."

"you actually really do mean a lot to me rose. i love you."

"i must be smiling like an idiot right now...but i really do love you so much."

"ill have to thank your mom for making the stupid decision of putting you in a mental hospital"

"same"

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