poems.

endless falling.

it's late
and I'm disappointed,
cause you should've go to bed,
instead your sitting on this bench,
watching ships passing by
and adding tears to the main
you listen to the same song over and over again
you think about what people told you
people you love
you're thinking about what people said to you
people promising their love
now it's 1.49
and you're alone with the night

what do you want to do next?

and I know that you cried the sixth time in six days
I know that nobody really knows what's going on
and you tried to call at least the one person you really trust
hoping she's already asleep
and you was right
thinking she would hate you know
that was where you went wrong

still you're alone
2 am
nobody cares that you didn't go home
that's not important,
cause you don't care, if you're at home
you don't care at all

did you gave up?

you planned some things for summer,
do you remember?
there are some movies left you've got to watch
people you've got to meet
a family you need to reconnect
love you want to find
life you're defined to live

what will you do next?

you're sitting on this bench
crying
crying
crying over and over again
you called them
nobody answered
you don't want to blame them
they did more than they actually should've
there is no blame
you just feel lost

you aren't,
do you know that?
you're not alone,
do you know that?
stop listening to these songs,
listen to my words

you.are.not.alone.

you don't need to end this tonight
you don't need to leave them all behind
you're writing as if this would be the last text in forever
you're writing as if
there is no turning back
but there is
you're not even drunk

go home
girl
save what's left from the night
save yourself