poems.

this poem is about you.

You're asleep and I'm sad
cause there were so many times
I used to listen to your voice
laughing about the sadest,
crying to the badest things
you called me
night and day
there was no necessity
just always something
to say
and you'd stay
until one of us drifted away
but
you were always there
directly after school
or on top of the morning
and
almost every night
you were
just one call away,
but still
right next to me

everything was so easy with us
as if our voices fit together like
two broken melodies
building a song,
creating a harmony
you understood my silence
you knew what to say
without using words

and when I felt broken
it didn't even matter
cause you knew exactly how
to make me laugh,
make me stop crying
and
sometimes
to make me stop thinking at all

but something was always incomplete
it wasn't the distance
maybe just being too distant
while feeling so close to you
and every now and then
I feel like
I should tell you how much you meant,
how much you still mean to me

mostly at night
I remember this
you're just one call,
yet
so far away

I'd tell you all of this
would show you
what I'm talking about,
but look at the time
How late is it?
look
you're asleep