We Are Bulletproof! (A BTS Fanfic)

22 - I'm not jealous

I lied down on the bed and closed my eyes a bit but how come I don't feel sleepy at all?.. I guess I'll think of things we can talk about later then... hmmm, food? clothing? places to go? genre of music?.. yes, those stuff, I dont' know much about her anyway..I was still thinking of more topics when,

"Your skin is really pretty Yoongi-ssi." Minah said, I stood up to see her already finished and dressed.. was I thinking that long? how many minutes have passed.. what.. 15 minutes? that's a new record, thinking without falling asleep..

We then went back to BigHit and proceeded to the recording booth, I sat infront of the computer then she sat on the chair beside me then she handed me the usb. I played the mixes one by one, it was all good but I'd like to add some changes too in the arrangement, then Minah gives good suggestions too - maybe this is why Pdogg partnered with her, she has such good ears. We were too busy and focused in what we were doing when suddenly,

"wahh - I feel hungry, let's get something to eat first, what time is it anywayy.. WAH! it's 7pm?!!!!!" she suggested then suddenly waas startled when she looked at the clock, it was 7pm already.. time went so fast, I didn't even know it was past 6.

"Wah, we were so into this we didn't notice the time, let's go out and eat something.. ah! I know this awesome place but it is 10 blocks away.. but it's definitely worth it!" I suggested to her the japanese restaurant I found few days ago then she nodded cheerfully and saved the progress we're making in mixing some tracks.

We were walking behind the BigHit building then after just 3 blocks, I saw Taehyung and Hana passing at the next street, I think they're heading back to BigHit.

"Minah-ssi, it's Hana and V! let's follow them first, we can invite V with us after Hana left." I told her then pointed to V and Hana whom were still talking to each other.

"Aish, can we just call them now and invite both of them to where we are going?" Minah said then she turned and was about to call them when I covered her mouth and pulled her to the side of the street, "no no no, I don't want that to happen, it'll be awkward, it will look like a double date or something.. and and.. I don;t want to eat with her." I told her some excuses so just she'll agree to my plan then she just gave me this awkward smile then nodded.

We walked slowly behind Taehyung and Hana then hid behind a black van when they stopped infront of the BigHit building, we watch them face each other, it was like they are already saying goodbye when suddenly Hana pulled then hugged Taehyung tightly.... shit, I instantly turned to Minah and covered her eyes -  she can't see this, I can't let her be hurt.. wait, this is my fault, I asked us to follow Taehyung and Hana and now she sees this.. aish Min Yoongi - why do you always screw up??. Then she puts down my hand then still stared at V, 

"It's fine. I'm not jealous." she said then she smiled as we watch Hana let go of Taehyung then waves goodbye and V was just standing there waving back at her then scratches his head and went inside the building - I'm gonna scold this little kid later aish.

"Come with me." I told her then I helped her stand then held her wrist and walked heading to the convenient store, "what are we doing here?" she asked a bit stiff and puzzled, " let's just buy ice cream. I kind of lost my appetite." I told her , she just nodded and replied, "yeah-  me too.." then looked down. Ofcourse she feels a bit down, even I - if my girlfriend was hugged by her first love, I will be really jealous even I know she loves me.

After I bought strawberry popsicles, I grabbed her wrist again then headed outside and hailed for a taxi, " where are we going?" she asked.

"Han River." I told her then she just looked puzzled then shrugged and went in the taxi. We just sat there and she was speechless, I cannot say anything at all. This silence is really deafening i want to cut it already. In just a few minutes we arrived at Han River then I pulled her near the banks.

"Take this." I gave her the icecream popsicle half then I placed the other half in my mouth, she then grabbed it and ate it too then she stared at the river.

A few seconds later, the lights of the bridge beamed then I saw her tears fell, then she pulled out the popsicle of her mouth,"Why do I feel bad?" she asked.

"Because you're jealous. it's natural, especially when you see something like that.." I told her and I continue chomping on my icecream.

"But I know nothing's in between them, why am I jealous when he's mine?" she asked again while the icecream drips on the grass.

"Because you felt he was about to be taken away.. what are you gonna do then?" i told her then asked, ofcourse, the answer for this is if you love a person, you should fight for him/her or something like that..

"If you love a person, you'll go for his or her happiness, if he's happy with somebody then I'll let him be. You wouldn't want to control them; you wouldn't want to see them hurt.... so for now, I'll just keep on loving him and trust him and his words." Minah answered then wiped her tears off then smiled and ate all the remaining icecream since most of it fell on the grass already.

"Wahh- I feel better now, thanks for bringing me here. I was able to clear my mind, Yoongi-ssi." she said then out the popsicle stick in her mouth as she watches the lights on the bridge.

I just stare at her, thinking what she just said. If you love a person, you wouldn't want to control them, you wouldn't want to see them hurt... but.. I always say that in my head .. when I think of her.. so I.... love her?

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END OF CHAPTER 22

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