Two Different Worlds

Chapter Forty Eight ~ I Can't Love Someone Who Killed My Family

Chapter Forty Eight ~ I Can't Love Someone Who Killed My Family

" I don't know what's between us anymore. If I really do love him, doesn't that mean that we still have a thing for each other? This is so hard for me. "

...Continued~~~

I guess I can only go to school, ignore KyungSoo, live life normally, my friends are only Rose and EXO. I never thought Rose would be my friend, but she's actually willing to help me, to tell me the truth of my family, to stop me from loving someone who killed my family. I'm so thankful for her, even though she's been so mean to me, I guess she finally came to her senses and realized that we can be great friends! She's not so bad if you get to know her truly. As I get to school, I saw Rose with her old friends and group.. She told me she left them to be with me.. did she lie? She gave me a look and turned away and suddenly had argued with her friends.. old friends. I smiled in relief that she wasn't betraying me behind my back, she only tried to stop them from bullying us maybe. She's so brave. She comes running to me and I hug her tight.

Me: Rose.. what happened there? Are you okay? Did they hurt you?

Rose: Ani(No).. it's just I wanted them to stop bullying you but they won't listen to me, I started to talk calm with them but when you arrived, they talked bad about you! It was so unfair so I started yelling.. mianhae(sorry)..

Me: Don't be sorry

She smiles at me and we walked to our lockers together then to our first class, we had the same class! How nice but these people are still bullying me, it's so unfair! When will they stop and be mature? Hmm.. before it wasn't like this, I wished the holidays weren't over actually.. I had KyungSoo to protect me from them bullying me.. that holiday made me realize how free I was without being bullied once! That was the best holiday. I felt so safe with KyungSoo.. but now.. it's different, I see the real side of him.. he only regretted about my family's accident, he cared for me, but I bet he didn't even want to, he probably only felt bad.. after knowing this, why am I still so worried about him? Why do I still want him by my side? Why do I miss him? I know I can't love someone who killed my family. I just can't, but why does my heart still beat at a faster pace than normal when I see him and when I think of him? But I agree life is hard without him by my side, I was happy with him even if he lied because.. I don't know, I really liked the feeling of being happy with him, I really do.

Rose: Stop bullying her!

Me: Why can't you get a life?

Daisy: Hah I got a life unlike you, do you miss me? Do you miss me bullying you? Or do you miss KyungSoo? Sorry he's the one who killed your family!

Me: how... how did you know that?

Rose: Daisy! You read my things didn't you?

Daisy: yep

Me: how dare you! Do you even give people privacy?!

Daisy pushes me off the chair and push my books down on me, resulting in hitting my head, I had a really big bruise now. How does Rose not get bullied? Why is it only me? Maybe because Daisy doesn't want to hurt her bigger sister.. but I can tell she's not happy with Rose. Rose runs to Diasy and it seems like she pushed her pretty hard. They had a bit of a fight, I was sad because sisters shouldn't be like this. The argued out the door, still arguing when they're out of my sight because I heard them very clearly. They were yelling at each other pretty loud. I tried to get up but the other students pushed me back down and spilled hot water on me.

Student: Too hot? Ah you must want cold water then. Let's bring her to cold water.

People carried me, I tried kicking them away but there was a lot of students holding me down and carrying me. I was afraid now. Really afraid that I had no one to rescue me this time. I somehow was expecting KyungSoo but I knew he wasn't going to come after the last time we seen each other, we argued.. I'm mad at him but why do I still think of him first? Chen is always there for me too and Suho and Baekhyun.. they can.. save me too, can't they? Life is so hard without KyungSoo..

Me: Let go of me!

They drop me down, but in a tub, filled with freezing cold water with bags of ice. I was freezing. Freezing till I was shaking.

Maddie: Remember me? Why must you ruin Daisy and Rose's sister relationship? They were such a good match! The two sisters who led this school. Bring Rose back to us!

I was speechless, I couldn't say a word out of my mouth because I was freezing, I was cold, I felt like I could faint any minute now, someone please come save me, anyone, I did wish it was KyungSoo but there was no hope, please someone save me.. I heard someone shout my name, but I couldn't tell who. I just fainted and my face splashed into the waters. I soon woke up to KyungSoo by my side, I was covered in blankets, I had no idea where I was, but I was warm, there was a fire in front of us. How long was I gone for? I wanted to hug KyungSoo, because once again he saved me but I'm mad at him.. no I can't let this get to me, I can't have any affections towards him. (YourName), remember you can't love him, he killed your family. It can't be him. He can't be your soulmate.

KyungSoo: You're awake, how are you feeling?

Me: Get away from me!

KyungSoo: I know you're mad at me but let me protect you please.. it was dangerous at first

Me: Leave me alone!

KyungSoo: I know you're hurt, let me be the one to take the pain away, I know that deep down in your heart, you still love me! Please

Me: KyungSoo you're the reason to give me this much pain! I don't love you!

KyungSoo: can't you see Rose has been bullying you again? I thought you two became friends? Remember when she became nice when she gave you those pictures? Why is she only nice then? She only wans you to believe her, but she doesn't even mean it!

Me: KyungSoo, you're just thinking too much, because I can't be with you! I can't be with someone who killed my family!

KyungSoo: (YourName)... I'm not the one to kill your family! Can't you see? I know you don't believe I'm the one, I know you still doubt what Rose told you, you should! because it's all a lie! Don't believe it! I know the love you have for me is still in there.

Me: No KyungSoo, I don't have any love for you but hate.

KyungSoo: you don't understand! You don't understand how evil Rose is!

Me: Stop blaming Rose! Just admit it! She didn't do anything, she's so innocent.

KyungSoo: what is there to admit? I admit I love you, I admit I didn't kill your family!

Me: You liar!

KyungSoo: you tell me to stop blaming Rose when it's all Rose's fault! You're only letting her go, you're letting her get away with her evil tricks! Why?

Me: What?!

KyungSoo: Rose edited those pictures! She only did that because she's only jealous of you that we're dating and together al the time! She thinks you're an easy target to hunt so she goes after you, she hurts you once after another. She won't stop until she gets you away from me. Don't you see.. we're falling apart from this point. Don't you see? Didn't we promise not to let them get to us? To or love? What happened?

Me: it's just.. I can't love someone who killed my family! I can't take it KyungSoo.. please, stop, stop.. I don't want to hear anymore!

KyungSoo: She's only jealous (YourName)..

Me: you're jealous.. you're jealous because we're not dating, we're not together, I kno wyou miss me but it's enough, you don't have to blame others, you don't have to hate them either, learn to accept that you're not the one for me.

KyungSoo: you've changed so much..

Me: You've changed.

KyungSoo: I've always been the same, like how I always save you, I did again.

Me: you use to be there that very moment but this time you're late, you've changed, you've put me second in your heart because truth you never loved me.

...To Be Continued~~~

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