I'm Paige Paul, yes Jake and Logan Paul's sister. I'm the little one, and i'm also the favourite. everyone's favourite because everyone thinks i'm the 'innocent' one. I used to be until i did something that i thought i'd regret but i really don't.
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As we got back to the house he told me to jump so i did and he carried me in a put me on my bed and was kissing down my neck as i moaned his name
P- Jackk
Jack Gilinksy, I had just had sex with Jack Gilinsky. We laid in my bed for what seemed like forever and i couldn't sleep, i couldn't get away from the thought that i was disgusting.
I was a a disgusting human being.
Yesterday i kissed Chance and Jake.
What was i doing i have no clue but i had to get up and shower. So i did that i had a meeting today with Gigi Hadid's manager today after we met up in starbucks the other day she gave me her managers number so i got in the shower and stayed there for what seemed like a day but it was 30 minutes. i had to get rid of this hang over and make it look like i was ready for this job. I had a spot coming though on my cheek. I had to get rid of that so i got out the shower into some sweat pants and a hoodie and made my way into the kitchen where every one was.
I walked in and tried to ignore everyone
jg- Pay, what;s wrong
p- nothing i'm busy
jg- can we hang later
p- i just said i'm busy i have a meeting with Jessica ( Gigi's manager random name btw)
I snapped at him making him go wide eyed
jg- sorry chill
and he walked out to go back to my room
jg- i'm headed out but i'll message you later once you're out of this bad mood ok
p- bye Jack
He kissed me and left. He made me wanted until the thought came back that i was hooked on three guys. Chance, Jake and Jack. I had to get rid of the all some how i couldn't deal with the added stress
jp- what was that Paige
p- what
i replied getting some yogurt and coffee
jp- I told you i love you and we kissed yesterday now you're fucking Jack
p- i was drunk
jp- you're not drunk now and you kissed him, i thought we were going places Paige
I couldn't reply to him all i could do was put my head to the floor as a tear slipped down my cheek
jake- Shit, I didn't mean to make you cry Paige, I'm sorry
p- No, you're right i'm disappointed with myself, i shouldn't be doing this. i'm going to get ready for my meeting
And without letting him get another word in i was gone and applying my make up.
I looked like this
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