Don't come back

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Don't come back and pretend like nothing ever happened.

How are you?

I bet you're fine, it's been a year since I saw you.

I know you're happy now.

And it's been a while since I missed you.

I wanna ask why?

Why do you run away from all of this?

Since you left, I've been searching for something.

My soul's empty as my heart, my mind's full of thoughts and I can't stop going back.

I wanna ask why?

Why do you keep on coming back when you're just going to leave?

Do you know that I hate myself for repeatedly accepting you?

Do you know how much courage I built for me to not open my arms?

I wanna ask why?

Are you just playing? Why are you always leaving?

All of the sudden, you're gone.

I wanna ask why?

Why can't I just ignore you?

Why can't I just blew you off just like how you blew the chances I gave you?

If I'm going to hate you, will I able to move forward? Will I able to leave those memories behind? 

Maybe not. 

This time, I'm going to ask you a favor.

If you leave, will you stay gone forever? 

I always hate myself for accepting you and your stupid lies but don't worry I'm fine now.

I just don't want to accept you anymore, I just don't want to feel the pain again and again.

Now I know what I'm looking for I'm looking for myself, for forgiveness.

I'm looking for answers, that I, myself only can give.

I'm walking away first this time, it's my turn to choose my words now.

I already chose some,

Please don't come back.

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