I have lived in a dream since I met you, one from which I hope to never wake.
I am the girl whose hair gets a little knotted and whose smile isn't always real.
I am the girl who cries herself to sleep and cares a little too much about what people say.
I have those twisted, dark and painful stories crammed between the cracks of my heart.
I never looked nice
I am a maze with no escape.
I am the madness you'll never want to meet.
But then he came,
He stayed, he listened.
The game changed,
I became the girl who laughs at all of his jokes whether it's funny or not.
I became the girl who loves him with every inch of flesh inside him.
I became the girl who gaze at the stars beside him each night.
I'm now the kind of girl who gives her whole heart and so I pray that he'll handle it with care.
And now, I am wonderfully chaotic.
All thanks to him,
All thanks to reverie, a trance, a haze.
- el soñador.
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