Heartbreak Girl (His POV)

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Calum: ”I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out, you could be with me now, but I end up telling you what you wanna hear. But you’re not ready and it’s so frustrating, he treats you so bad and I’m so good to you it’s not fair”

I watched as she paces back and forth in her room, muttering things under her breath and I frowned, furrowing my eyebrows. Apparently, her boyfriend had broken up with her again and she’s been stressing over it. I’m actually happy that they broke up, and it’s not purely because I’m in love with my best friend, nope. Her boyfriend’s been a huge dick to her lately, and it just makes me so fucking pissed. It’s like he doesn’t even give a fuck about how she feels, and would just care about himself and his image. I can see that he doesn’t really give two shits about her, and it makes me mad. She’s a human being who has feelings and she deserves someone who will love her and make her feel loved and beautiful all the time, and not some bastard who would yell at her and tell her that she’s just a worthless piece of shit who couldn’t do anything right. Yeah, I heard what he called her the other day. I wanted to beat the shit out of him right then and there, but she held me back. Even though she had all these tears flowing from her eyes, and she was shaking, she still held me back. She still protected him even if he basically called her worthless, and I hated how she would protect him despite all the mean things he said about her. He doesn’t deserve someone as beautiful as her, she deserves someone so much better, someone who will tell her how beautiful she is and tell her she’s human and it’s okay to make mistakes. I want to be the one who tells her that. I want to be hers, but what can you do when she still loves someone else? “Hey,” I spoke up and she looked up at me with tears glistening in her eyes. I wanted to tell her how I loved her and they she didn’t need him anymore, but I could tell she wasn’t ready. She couldn’t accept that her best friend was in love with her, I’ve always brought that topic up with her but she just shrugs it off. “What is it, Cal?” she sobbed, wiping away a few of her tears. I just pulled her in an embrace and bit my tongue, shaking my head, “Come here. Wanna cuddle till you feel better?” She smiles, nods and finds herself in between my arms a second later. “Thank you Cal.” I just smiled, biting my lip as I tried to numb away the painful feeling in my ches 

Luke: ”I know someday it’s gonna happen, and you’ll finally forget the day you met him. Sometimes you’re so close to your confession, I gotta get it through your head that you belong with me instead”

"You’re gonna do what?" I asked, glancing at her as she smiles sheepishly. She tucked a loose strand of her hair behind her ear and her cheeks became a bright pink color. She just told me all about how she was going to confess her feelings to the boy she’s loved for a few months now. "I’m gonna tell him, I’m not gonna chicken out this time. I’m really gonna do it, Luke," she says, peering into my blue eyes. I searched her eyes and saw determination in them - she was really serious about telling him. She’s loved this one guy for months now, and I’ve been telling her that he wasn’t worth her love at all. He’s a jerk who doesn’t give a shit about other people, he basically just lives for himself. All he cares about is image and reputation, I don’t even know why she’s in love with an ass like him, she could do better. I’ve literally been trying to convince her not to fall deeper for him, but all that did was make her fall for him more and more. I want her to forget about him, because he wasn’t worth it. He didn’t deserve her. Heck, I don’t even deserve someone as wonderful as her, but I really want her. No, I need her. She’s my sunshine - the only person who could ever make me feel happy during the saddest times of my life. She was my main source of happiness, and she was everything I’ve ever wanted and more. If I can’t have her, I just want someone who would take care of her and be her shield, be her knight in shining armor who’d treat her like a queen. I just want her to be happy, and being with that dick will just cause her pain instead. "But he’s-" "No, Luke. I know he’s a jerk but I believe I can change him, I’m gonna try. My love will change him," she tells me and she smiles. I just shook my head and found myself pulling her into my arms. "I just… want someone who’ll make you happy. Someone like me," I breathed out, and sighed. I knew what I was getting myself into, but I was tired of watching her fall deeper in love with a person like him. "I love you. You should be with me instead, I love you," I whispered, tightening my grip on her body. I felt her hangs grip my shirt and she whispered, "Luke, I-I’m sorry, I just-" She began to cry and I felt her tears stain my shirt. I just held her as she continued to cry into my chest, and she would whisper things every once in a while. "I’m-I’m sorry," she’d keep whispering. "I’m sorry I never saw that you loved me," she tells me as she pulls away. "Can you please give me time to think about all of this?" she says with a small smile. I nodded, but I knew what her decision would be in the end. She kisses my cheek and pats my shoulder, walking away and I pulled my hair in frustration. I don’t know what her decision is, but I have a pretty good idea. I just hope she would prove me wrong but choosing me, because she deserves better. She deserves the best.

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