Here By Your Side | Younghoon

fan meeting

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We just arrived here in the venue.  I can hear so many people talking about The Boyz.

"dad what's happening?? " i asked my dad while holding to his jacket

"uuhmm..  " he seemed to looked everywhere.  "just a bunch of young girls having their own posters.  Taking pictures and uhmm..  Waiting for the doors to open" my dad said

I hands get wet as i heard what my dad said.  I only imagine those stuffs around me really makes me feel like i am one step closer to them!!

"Jia i am going to pleased the guard to let you in first ok?? " my dad told me "just stand here" then he walked away from me.

I just stay still.

"hey..  Did you have any posters or letters with you?? " a girl asked me

I didn't move. "is it necessary to have those? " i asked

"are you blind?? " a another voice i heard

"yes i am " then i smiled

They gossip,  but i really don't care,  my life is too short to give a damn.

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Finally,  after few minutes.  My dad brought me in front of the door since the guards already said yes.  And maybe because of my condition.

Later on.  The crowd starts to shout.  And scream

"das what's going on?? " i asked him

"aahh your favorite band was already here.  Just be prepared ok.  We're going inside in few minutes" he said while holding my wrist

Mom.  If only you saw what Dad is doing right now,  you will be proud of him.

We entered the venue and the fan meeting started.  My dad was left outside since he didn't pay for some ticket to get inside.  He is not even a fan.  Haha

I was so glad since i can already hear they voices,  and respond to what they asked or said.

I just hug my teddy bear.  I want to give it to Younghoon oppa!  I may not see him,  but i know how kind and calm his voice is.

Same to the others of course!

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Finally!  They finally announced to let the fans go on stage,  form a line and do a meet and greet with them.

My hands get cold and sweats a lot.  I got trembled when i know that i am the next one who will going up to stage.

"ma'am i will guide you ok?  Your dad already told me" then a lady guided me where to go.

The first man i met is Eric.  Gassgg i can't do anything but just to stan their voices.

I bring him my favorite MP3 GADGET and he signed on it.

Then the others comes next.

I'm so happy on how they do their fan service. Maybe it's jyst for me, but c'mmon hearing their voice is more precious than me having a boyfriend.

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I asked the lady who will be the next.

"kim younghoon ma'am " then she guided me to move forward.

"oh hello there!  "  younghoon said

Omyghaadd he's finally talking to me!!!

"woww" was the only word i say.

He laugh

"i didn't know what kind of face you have,  but you guys really have a good speaking voice.  Heheh" then i lowered my head

"why are keeping it down?? " he asked and lift my head up

"oh! " he looked shocked, by the tone of his voice

Younghoon's pov:

I was so shock when i saw the same face as i saw that night.

"I'm blind oppa hehehe.  But it's ok" she said it again.

But this time, in her sweet and soft voice

I got this uneasy feel inside me.

"you don't have to worry.  You have a beautiful face by the way" i said.  And pinch her soft cheeks

"thank you..  But younghoon.  I'm not going to let you sign on this teddy bear.  This is what i love whenever i can't sleep.  But since i thought that you can't sleep well at night.  I guess you need this too.  So I'm giving this to you! " then she smiled at me and handed me the cute mint green teddy bear

I accepted it,  "thank you~" i said
"but can you give me that book,  I'm just going to sign it at least your collection will be complete" i added

Thankfully she handed me that book and i happily signed on it. I even draw a cute muffin their.

"thank you" i said once again

And she smiled at me and the lady who was guiding her already assist her to go down the stage.

We do the left activities for the fan meeting to make sure that our fans are well entertained.

Finally..  The fan meeting ends.

****** in the dressing room****

"haknyeon, did you saw that blind girl from the fan meeting?? " i asked haknyeon who was playing in his phone.

"ahh~ that girl??  Yes.  She looks pretty and sexy,  not to lie" then haknyeon laugh

I turned my chair,  " i knoww..  She's different from those fans out there" i said, while looking on the ceiling.

"don't tell me you got interested with that girl?? " eric suddenly said

I raised up my head,  and seated properly,  "i don't know,  i don't have any interest in love or what so ever is that thing" then i grab the teddy bear i got from her

"tsshhh~~ it was hard to entertain her somehow,  but luckily she smiled at what ever we say right?? "  hyunjae said

"i know,  I'm sad for her that she have to struggle like that in her life" eric said

"can we just stop talking about someone who is not here?  Can we?? " i said,  putting away the teddy bear

"relax bro,  hahahaha" New said

And they continued to their own businesses.