Amnesia

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Michael:

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you’re doing fine

"You alright mate?" Calum asks while driving. I stare at the window as he drives past your favorite bar. I remember all the fun memories you and I shared inside there. "C’mon Michael. You need to forget about her." Calum ushered. "I’m trying." I say as he drives past your favorite shop. "Michael, she’s moving on and you need to, too." Calum says looking over at me. "Just leave me alone, yeah?" I snap. I miss you like hell. I can’t stop thinking about you. I remember our last kiss. it was your kiss goodbye. You lips were soft and plump, as usual. It felt empty. I was sad that that was the last time I would ever feel your touch, your kiss. I would always text (Y/BF/N) to see how you are. She said you were doing fine. I was heartbroken that you didn’t feel the sadness and loss I did. I miss you so much (Y/N). 

Calum:

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

"Calum?" A familiar woman’s voice rings in my ears. I stop walking and turn around to see (Y/N) walking her dog, Brownie. "Uh…hey (Y/N)." I awkwardly say. We haven’t talked since the day she left me. Brownie barks and runs over towards me, pulling (Y/N) behind him. "Hey Brownie! I’ve missed you bud." I say and rub my hand on his head. (Y/N) smiles as I bond with our dog. "How’ve you been?" She asks as it keep petting him. "Honestly, tired. I haven’t had much sleep since you left." I say, not making eye contact. I hear her sigh and I look up at her and ask, "How are you?" "I’m fine." She smiles. Sadness and anger started to build inside me as soon as her words rolled off her tongue. "How could you be fine after all we’ve been through?! I though we had something (Y/N)!" "Cal please don’t do this here." She warns. "You know, I’ve had sleepless night and horrible days because I miss you. I miss you so goddamn much because you just left me. You know how lonely I felt?! Do you know how sad I am that my world, my everything decided to just walk out on me?!" Tears start to well up in my eyes as well as hers. "I have to get home." She sniffles and starts walking in the opposite direction with Brownie. As she walks I notice a tear roll down her cheek and see her wipe it away. 

Luke: 

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face

"Babe guess what?!" I yell bursting through our bedroom door. I see her with a suitcase on our bed and she’s stuffing her things inside. "Are you going somewhere?" I lightly laugh. I hear her sniffle and she turns around. The sight in front of me breaks my heart. Her mascara was running down her face as she cries. "(Y/N) what’s wrong?" I ask as I embrace her. She starts crying harder into my chest. I trying calming her down and rub her back, but it doesn’t help. She pulls away from me and wipes her eyes. "Luke I think we need to take a break." She says, her voice cracking. "What? Baby why?" I ask shocked. "I just need a fresh start. You never have time for me anymore." "Well that’s because-" "Of your job. I know and that won’t change. I just never see you anymore so it already feels like we’re not together." She goes back to packing and eventually zips up the suitcase and pulls it off the bed. "(Y/N) please don’t leave." I cry. A tear streams down my face. She wipes it away with her thumb and sticks out her bottom lip. "I need to go Luke." She whispers. I shake my head. "No, no you don’t. I’ll make time for you. I’ll call you everyday when I’m away and skype you. And when I come home we’ll go out and-" "Luke." She sighs. "I need you." I whisper. She kisses my cheek and gets into her car and drives away. 

Ashton:

It hurts to know you’re happy, yeah, it hurts that you’ve moved on
It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long

"What’s on tv?" Michael asks while turning it on. I shrug my shoulders and put my phone down to focus on the tv. Michael starts flipping through channels when something caught my attention. "In hot celebrity couple news, actress (Y/F/N) (Y/L/N) seems to have a new man." The host of a show said. Michael quickly flips to the next channel. "Michael go back." "No." He shakes his head. "Michael go back!" He sighs and flips the channel back. "(Y/F/N) (Y/L/N) and Ross Lynch from R5 seem to be getting cozy at LA’s hottest new restaurant. They were seen holding hands while exiting the restaurant. Two weeks before, they were photographed on Malibu beach playing in the water and soaking in the sunshine. We wonder how Ashton Irwin, drummer from the pop punk band 5 Seconds of Summer feels about this." "I think that’s enough tv for now." Michael says, turning it off. So many thoughts are running through my head. Although they’re soon interrupted by Michael’s voice. "How’re you feeling?" He asks slowly. "It hurts Michael. Really bad. It hurts knowing she belongs to someone who isn’t me. God it even hurts just hearing her name." I sigh. "But if she’s happy, I’m happy." 

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A/N Omg guys i really liked this one did u guys see the lyric video yet omg it was so perfect!!

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