My Angel | Baekhyun.✔

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"Did I..make him angry?Oh god I
mess it up.."

Baekhyun uttered to himself
outside the room.He couldn't
contain the disappointed thought of what he had done to you these past few days.He should kept the promise
that he had with you and Chanyeol but he felt that he had broke it carelessly.His heart became heavy due the guiltiness that he gained.
He looked down at the floor, contemplating on what he have to
do to make it up and fix it the right way.No smile made its way to his lips.As if like his soul were not in his body,the blank yet lost expression were visible on his face.

"How am I going to apologize?
Hyung probably won't going to
forgive me after what have I did.
Will I..will I love Y/n ever again like always?"

He stood on his feet.With heavy
steps,he slowly drag himself to the basement.The thought of he might lose the chance to love you
peacefully without any regrets
were still lingering in his mind,
setting fire in Chanyeol because of
his carelessness were making him
feel so useless as a flashback of what had happened earlier kept repeating in his mind.

Starting the engine,he drove home.
lively musics that were playing at
the radio that afternoon didn't brush off his mood.
  As he drove over the Hanging river,
he admired the view in front of him.
The river were glistening under
rays of the bright sun and it was
flowing calmly.That's when he
realized that his soul were in
elsewhere and felt his life were
horribly messed up.

But the view was beautiful.Too
beautiful that makes him think of
you.

 

   The beautiful you.

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"Stop crying Y/n-ah,I told you..it's
okay.",Chanyeol embraced you
tightly when you started to sob,
shedding more tears."You have to
stop crying too,oppa..".Chanyeol
instantly felt surprised and quickly
wiped away tears that were falling
from his teary eyes.He felt bad for
his little sister and the things that
she had been through these days.
And that made him engulfed in
the sad thought that gets the best
of him.

"I'm not crying Park Y/n.What did
you expect huh?",he coldly replied
back while he was struggling to hid
the surprised,guilty and more from
you before you could noticed.
You broke the hug at the sound of
his strange tone and choice of words.
Leaving you curious.

Immediately you shook your head
up but he hung his head down,
avoiding your concerned gaze.You
reached both of his cold cheeks
with your hands made him shook
his head up.
  His teary eyes,slightly puffy gazed
into yours.His cheeks were stained
with fresh tears.Sad,guilty,grateful
were evident in his puppy eyes
that were always reflected by
happiness.At this moment,it was
shining saddness while the happiness
were gone.

You admitted yourself.You admitted
that you hated to see him in such
a state where he could be hurt so
easily.He had always made you feel
what was happiness,even he made
you to laugh to death,irritating you
a whole day that you want to hit
him in the face,entertaining you
when ever you're not in the good
vibe.You were never had felt lonely.

Tears started to burning behind
your teary eyes.Holding it back,
wiped away,you twitched your lips
into a smile.You engulfed him in
your arms tightly and kissed both
of his cheeks."Komawo,mianhae,
saranghae.",the words made your
brother smiled broadly at you as
he absorbed your face."Well,I'm
grateful to you as always."
   You broke the hug as suddenly the
door slided open."Baekhyun oppa?"
you uttered and looked at the
door.It was the doctor that came
in.A smile were plastered on his
face as he walk in."Sir,you can be
discharge today."Chanyeol instantly
glanced at you and curled his lips.
"Let's get home before our favourite
drama starts.",Chanyeol excitedly
uttered and grinned with his
big eyes sparkled brightly.

"Let's be happy together,my lil pup."

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  As he arrived at the house,he
parked his car.He sat in the car for
a brief moment.Everything that
had happened in front of this house
a few days ago were still caged in
his mind.Like it was yesterday.
  You fighting with your mother.He
saw that agony in your eyes.How
you messed up in just like that.
Chanyeol's burning tears behind
his eyes,that overwhelming feeling
that had made him end up at a
hospital bed."He was hurting too
right?",He spoke to himself.
Nowadays, he kept witnessing his
beloved ones crumbled down in
front of him.Comforting them,be
their source of strength when they
needed,giving a hand when they
were in their testing moments of
their life..at that moment,it was Healing times..
  "It might not meant forever but,
it helps when agonizing sessions
came for just visiting us."
 
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He rushed inside the house when
he saw the gray clouds started to
covering the sun and the clear blue
sky.While he walked in,heading to
his room,he passed the hall.He
absorbed the hall as each memories
were flashed back in his head when
he glanced at certain items.

 
"Watching the tv.I remembered
how we had fun watching your favourite drama.At that very
moment,I realize that your smile
was my happiest moment,a miracle.
It was not fake,either it was forced.
It was a true smile.It was you.The
real you that were entertained and
naturally smiled, even laughed.
"Asleep on your shoulder.It was
an accident..I guess?I was touched
but shocked when you were willing
to lay me on the couch with fully
carefulness.Chanyeol would always
just left me on the floor if I was
asleep at the hall.So,that guy is
strange.Why did I call him my friend
for all these years?
  "Your hands grazing on me.Soo...
did you thought that I was inside
the dreamland?I'm just in a slumber.
I felt that you ruffled my hair and
touched my lips and kissed my lips.
I thought that was I dreaming
Chanyeol that kissed me.But it was
real,I was kissed by you.I tried to
act as a stone as I can but,my cheeks
just naturally felt hot and turned
red.
"A 'goodnight' for me.Your voice
sound so soft and sweet when
you said 'goodnight,Baekhyun'.It
was a miracle melody that I don't
want to forget for the rest of my
life.."

Then he walked at the kitchen's
door.He looked into the kitchen
at each corner of it.Not too small,
not that big kitchen,but it was
filled with many meaningful
memories that were way to big
from the measurable wideness of
the kitchen.

"I followed you to the kitchen.I know
that you smelled what I smell.
On that day,I finally knew that
Chanyeol actually a not-too-bad
cook.When I catch you from falling
and rested in my arms,you have no
idea how fast my heart beating
that I was nervous that you could
feel it."

                                                         

To be continuee..