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Aïssata's POV-

My phone keeps going off I ignore it though I just wanna be alone

I did FaceTime with my doctor and he concluded that I should get some stomach flu medicine (A/n y'all should totally listen to medicine by Harry Styles it's good)

I hear banging on my front door

"Asia open the fucking door" It was Diego (Lil Xan)

"Asia come on were worried sick" That's Madison

"I will break your door down right now" That was Claudia

"Please open your door" Is that Millie

"Millie" I ask wiping my eyes

"Yeah it's me let us in please or I actually think Claudia is gonna break your door"

I check the mirror and grab a blanket and head to the door

"Hi" I say as best as I can with my crying and the flu I'm not good

They try to hug me

"I have the flu guys the doctor said it's not contagious but still not taking any chances" Claudia hugs me anyways then a chin follows and Issa group hug

We go to my living space where I was watching a compilation video of Justin and I

I know he cheated on me but I miss him and I can't get over it it just hurts so much not seeing him everyday

I wanna cry so bad but black girls are supposed to be strong and not let people know that they are hurting

"Hey you good" Diego asks

"Yeah it's just really cold in here ima get on some sweats" I go to my room and open my closet to get our warmer clothes

But they all were Justin's all his hoodies I stole and sweatpants

I lose my shit and I fall to the ground clutching his hoodie

What's wrong with me why am I still crying

I hiccup and drop his hoodie

I scream into my hands. I'm a fucking mess I can't keep a guy, I can't stop loving someone who cheated, I can't even execute my own suicide right

I was about to put the pills in my mouth

"Hey can I have some-Aïssata oh my god" Madison rushes over to me I put them in my mouth quickly

"Diego come here" She yells I whine at the loud noise

"Sorry baby girl, wh-what's wrong" She grabs my face in her hands

"What's-." He stops and comes to my side Millie and Claudia come in too and they try to get it out of me...the pills not the truth not yet at least

"Spit it out" Diego orders I shake my head

Claudia grabs my face and goes for it Millie holds my hands down and Madison force takes them out my mouth