Error Code 404 (Saeran x Reader x Saeyoung) {Completed}

Error Code 404 OVA

"Sis?"

"Yes?"

"Promise me you'll smile, no matter what."

"Why would you want that?" The girl chuckled.

"Because you can never tell is someone is happy when they don't smile."

"That's not true."

"Yes it is."

"No it's not."

"Yes it is!"

"No."

"Yes."

"Yes."

"No-... HAY!" the small girl shouted at her big sister. Her sister smiled and patted her on the head.

"Everyone has their own way to show happiness. Some smile, some laugh and some cry."

"Cry? But why would someone cry when they're happy?"

"... People cry when they're happy because they're so happy they don't know what to do, so they cry."

"That's confusing."

"Life is confusing."

"But still, promise me you'll always smile. I don't like it when you're sad."

"..."

"When you're sad, I'm sad."

"well we can't have that can we?" the older of the two asked, "I promise."

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Tears threatened to fall as I stared at the picture. If only I had protected you... if only I had listened to myself and stayed home... if only I had been paying attention... maybe, just maybe you would be standing my my side, smiling like you always had.

I clicked and held onto the R.F.A. app. It started to shake. I stared at the x before pressing it.

Delete "R.F.A."?

[cancel] [Delete]

It's best for everyone if I just leave. Better for Zen, beter for Jahee, better for Yoosung, better for Jumin... Especially better for Seven. I pressed delete. The app took a few seconds before it disappeared.

I sighed as I felt a sense of loss. Not like when I lost my mom, dad or sister, it was similar, but not the same. It felt like my stomach had turned inside out and was about to explode. My heart felt like it was crawling into my throat and I felt lost. I didn't know where to go, what to do. I had finally had a family again, people who cared about me, but they were gone. I felt so confused. I ignored it and kept walking.

As I walked many cars rolled by me. It was about 11 o'clock at night, not many people would be out and about. No matter what I did I couldn't shake this feeling. I felt a sense  of despair, grief and hopelessness. I was once again alone. The only difference was... It was my choice. I sighed. I looked up at the stars. They were up but they didn't look like they were shining, they were just there. The moon was nowhere to be found. I felt tears start to form in my eyes.