Error Code 404 (Saeran x Reader x Saeyoung) {Completed}

Error Code 404 OVA

"I just am worried about your health... You're over working yourse-"

"I TOLD YOU NOT TO BOTHER ME...!" He shouted as he glared at me. "I don't care about your feeling, alright!? Like me or don't I don't care!" He shouted staring at me.
"Think about the fact you're living with a bomb right now. You're already in danger, because of me and the RFA! There's no guarantee that something more dangerous will happen in the future! And your chances of being in danger will multiply by being with me. Don't you understand?! It's not the time to be going on about emotions. Just worry about having to stay alive! How can you stay so calm...! I can't understand, you don't understand! If you get in danger again...! THEN I'll!" He shouted as he stood up.

"... I know you're worried about me... So why do you avoid me?" I asked.

"Haha... You're free to think whatever you want, but seriously... Stop it. After your safe and the hacker thing gets solved, we'll never see each other again. So stop wasting your emotions on me, I dont deserve it... It's all a waste." I looked at him. i felt as if my heart was suffocating.
"Damn... Don't look at me like that!" He said as he sat himself back down on the ground.
"God! This won't do... I'm going out to the hallway... I' going to come in when you're sleeping, so meanwhile, sort out your emotions." He stood up bringing his phone with him. He walked past me and to the door.

I sprang up from the bed and grabbed his arm right before he opened the door.

"You want to know why I'm so calm?" I asked. " You want to know why I'm haven't left the RFA? You want to know why I came here in the first place?!" I shouted at him. He didn't even turn to look at me. "I've been in worse situations.... I'm use to this stuff happening to me. I always grin and bear it. That's all I can do. In the worst situations I've always been forced to smile through it all. I came here because I lost my job... I lost my home... I had nothing to live for. That's why I'm so calm. Because... Even if I die right here.... Right now.... I'll see them. I'm not leaving the RFA because it is my family... It's the closest thing I've had to a family since... SINCE MY PARENTS DIED!" I shouted.
"I had lost everything... Everything except my little sister... Even she's no longer with me... I have no family anymore... So if I die... I'll at lease be with them once again... I'm calm because of that thought... I'd wish for nothing else except to see them once again... That's all I want... At least you might get that opportunity to see your brother again. At least you know he's alive. At least you know that there's a chance to be a family again... SO DON'T YOU DARE TELL ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND!" I shouted.
"I understand what you're going through... You've always had to be happy, to stay happy... The smile is just a mask to hide all the sorrow. To protect others from worrying about you because you don't want to make them worry, and you don't want them to have to deal with what you're going through... I get it... But if there's one thing I've learned is that you can't just grin and bear it...A smile is only a temporary solution. The only way to solve it is finding someone who you trust and know can understand what you're going through. Someone who you can share the burden with and help and support each other." I felt anger boil in my stomach, "you have people who would listen to you. You have the RFA. I've had to do that for the past two years, because the person who listened is gone now and is never coming back... So please... Don't hold in your emotions.... The RFA is your family.... They're there to help... I'm here to help..." I said
"Just talk to me... Please." I let go of his hand. Tears were now streaming from my eyes. I started to wipe them away.
Without saying a word he opened the door and walked out leaving me alone.

I fell to my knees. This is why I like to be alone... emotions are useless. Feelings are useless. Everyone I've ever loved is gone...
I stood up and walked to the bed. I took two of the pillows and put them under the covers. I grabbed my phone from the nightstand. I turned it on and went to the home screen. I tapped the R.F.A. app and sent the last of the emails I had. From what I could tell everyone who I contacted would be going to the party... At least they will be able to have a party... Without me.