Stay With Me (KTH X Reader X PJM)✔️Reword Version 2023

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"Where did you see him?!",

He hoarse and I gulped.

"T-Tae,listen-",

But before I finish, he begin to walk out from the restaurant. I put some money on the table then followed him.

"Tae! Wait, please listen to me first!",

We both went out as I asked him to stop but he didn't.

"This is why I didn't want to tell you about it! Please stop!",

Still, he didn't stop. Once we reached the car he clicked the button and about to get in but I grabbed his arm, turns him and make him look at me. He pants in angry.

"Calm down, Tae",

He furrowed.

"Calm down?! You want me to calm down?!How the fuck you're expecting me to calm down?",

He removed my hands from his arms. I startled.

"He turned my life upside down! You know that right!",

I gasped.

"I know but-",

"He must face the consequences for what he did to me!",

He spat as he turns around and opens the car door-

"Then what about me?!",

He stopped.

"I turned your life completely in a bad way too.",

He turns around, looks at me with frown.

"What are you talking?",

I looked down.

"All this wouldn't have happened if I hadn't appeared in your life, right? I made you cry. I made you sad. I have made you a drunkard. I have made you depressed!",

I whined. He huffed and rolled his eyes.

"Can you stop blaming yourself?!",

I shook my head and looks at him while shedding tears.

"No, Tae. You think your life is ruined because of him but I am the whole reason!",

He frown.

"What the hell-", 

"If you hadn't loved me you would have lived the happy and normal life you wanted! If I hadn't hurt you that day you wouldn't have gone to that bar, you wouldn't have met him, you wouldn't have believed his words!",

He kept stared at me.

"None of this would have happened if I had not been a part of your life. I-",

I stopped when he suddenly pulled me into hug. I hugged him back and cried.

"Please....don't ever say such thing",

He said in low tone, break the hug, cupped my face and look into my eyes.

"If others say you are the reason why my life has changed, I will not believe it, even if you say it yourself, I will not believe it. Because no one can love and take care of me like you.",

I tried to smile but can't, crying. He let go my face.

"But him....I can't forgive him, Y/N. He betrayed me, my trust and only because of him I'm stuck in this state of life! I'm afraid! I'm afraid that I will hurt someone unintentionally. I'm afraid that I will hurt you. I have to think twice before touch or being intimate with you. Everything because of him!",

Tears escaped from his eyes. It makes my heart heavy.

"Tae",

He looked away and cried.