🌈 When 🌈 Boredom 🌈 Strikes 🌈

Don't Wanna Forget

Helloooooooo. It's been awhile 🤣. So for this chapter, (pls don't bother reading this) it's gonna be about mah 2 (yes 2, 1 was enough but this certain person just rly had to get into my life u know?) Crushes and +++++ lodis 😂. Why am I making this?? Well it's because I'm afraid that one day, they'll disappear from my mind and heart and I wouldn't want that. They're basically what keeps me moving in school 😭 They are mY mUsEs. Okaaay I won't explain further cuz it's 12:22 a.m. Rn and I just rly wanna start this. (I finished this a week later because acads)

#1 RFM
BAM! Since June, she was my one and only ❤️ (ewww cringe and cheesy) She's my #1!!! She's mah baeee!! She's mah chat mate!! Mah crush!! Mah idol!! And I'd really pick her over anything. (Except the Lord and mah fam) she's fun to talk to. She's great at speech. She became president TWICE in our school. She's so mature but at the same time childish (there's no in between). She has this cute smile that could melt your heart and the dimple as deep as the oceans. She has a dream of becoming a doctor/surgeon and I rly look up to her because of it. She'll always remain positive. She lives out servant leadership. Her voice is LoUd but melodic. She has this habit of biting her lower lip when she's bored or spaced out. She buys dessert after eating her lunch. She wakes up at 3 a.m. to do her tasks because that's when her mind is "awake." She's willing to write you simple notes to make you feel better ☺️ Puberty hit her hard af (don't fite me on this) 😂 She's v proactive,  creative, open-minded, humorous, and a pet lover. ❤️ Her birthday is near, February 7. Her eyes shine when she sees something the likes or when something makes her happy or remember. She does this cute little dance when she's happy. She's touchy and somehow intimate with the people she's close to. I could just talk abt her all day in my head (aka day dreaming) and school wouldn't be that bad anymore. I wait for her near the flagpole when were asked to line up especially on Monday's since in grumpy XD. She's my happiness, love, companion, inspiration, "friend", role model, strength, etc. I love her even tho it hurts sometimes. And yes I do get jealous... sometimes. I'll end it here before I reveal some "stalker-ish" things I did 😂

#2 MSE
Ex crush, haha. Specifically last yr. she was my Lodi of all Lodis and I'd watch her play w/ her fav. Sport. My feelings might not be as strong as last yr but somehow, she makes me smile and she's just so cute asdffghj (we're classmates) I actually confessed my feelings for her before on her birthday. She was shocked but she smiled and laughed after that. I don't mind, haha. What's past is past XD. Sometimes, I'd just find myself glancing at her often in class huehuehue... omg if ur reading this, pls don't confront me and forget abt this HAHAHAHA. It breaks my heart to see her cry in class and I just want to hug her pain away. I'll take it instead :) she's too precious to feel as if something that isn't her fault, is. I could really act on my choice even if I want to... so bad actually... but... she already has someone to be there for her :) I'm not her best friend. I'm just a friend... possibly just an acquaintance. I'll sometimes replay our small chats and bonds when I feel bored. She's basically my second life support, haha. And y'all her hugs make you feel like she doesn't want to let go and einticksjwkef basta ganun. I'll leave it here.

#3 AR
Awhhh <3 Cutie Crushie #2. When? Just recently. Literally really recent... (note: 1 week &) 3 days ago. But** I knew her since August/September. She captured my attention when we had this event in school where our Ates would make programs that would make us aware, feel better, happy, etc. I bumped into her on one of the booths. And long story short, I ended up picking her to take a picture with. She was so cute in the picture and her reaction made my heart melt. Haha I remember my mind saying "omg ang cute niyaaaa." And it repeated "cute," until the end of the day. I saw her awhile ago as well in school and she looked, again, so cute w/ her hair tied up in a ponytail and her clear gasses adding to her cute but hAwT appearance. I should've spent more time w/ her sooner haha. Sadly, I took notice of her only now :(. I wish I had more time w/ ate RFM, her, and the next lodis I'll mention 😞

#4 PDP
Aye Lodi!! Wahhh great president and listener. Otaku fan ahahaha and is gayyyyy. Has a very creative mind and blessed us this year as a high school student :") Became one of the Crush ng Bayan as well 😂 Her birthday's on January 29 ❤️ She has a very perfect grammar istg. BFF of my crush and they're even shipped together ahahaha. #R*C She also has a very soothing voice but can be strict when needed because well, she's the president of the whole Theresian student body. A's A's A's 👌🏻👌🏻 Ah, I know only these about her but yeah, she's leaving soon :(

#5 KDT
DEMNNNNN. SHE CAN DANCE LIKE HOSEOK BRUH 👏🏻👏🏻 She has a twin! She also has a YouTube channel w/ her twin to show off their smooth dance moves 👀 She was so cute when she wore e minion onesie 😭 Her eyes. Beautiful doe/child-like eyes. I think her birthday is on January 16? I ain't sure. My friend's crush ehehehehe. Recently busy with her OJI. Same gate as me in the morning 👌🏻 She's bi and alavet. That's all for nowwww.

#6 TT
ATE SECRETARYYYY. I'll miss her toooo :"( September 27 birthday niya ehehehe. Although I don't see or hear her often, she was the first leader I was grouped with during my first lead training as, well, a secretary! She's so smol 😂 legit she's 4-smth ft. She's very social as well ahahaha. She has this squeaky voice that sounds like a 4 year old¿? I'll miss her too ejrfsjnwiefijd

#7 SB
WAHUUUU she won't be leaving next year!... But the year after :( I can sense that next year she'll be our VP YEEYYYY. She's very good with debate, gotta give her that. Her voice is just everything. She was last year's emcee in the bandfest waahhhh. She wears this cute clear-framed glasses and she looks very pretty in it. She has cute chubby cheeks AHAHAHA and she's very smol. Sees her on corridors every time but doesn't say hi because that called being "FC". She's my average Lodi so I don't really have much to tell... oh she also answers question about her life on twitter 😂 and she like quotes.

... I think I should end here 😂😂. I'll update this chapter if I decide to add more cuz why not¿?

As alwayssss,

ANNYEONG! BAIII 👋🏻